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Mad Glibs.

2008-11-07T07:10:00.001-08:00

lol!
this is totally cool
today Funny tuition replacement teacher showed us some of her mad glibs.
she asked us for some words and out come the frivolours passage.
can't rmb what she said
bt anywas went home and went to
http://www.madglibs.com/
and chose a passage about love letter
here's the passage

Love Letter 4

Dear Mc Cain,

You are extremly intermediate and I gallop you! I want kiss your intestine [Word Not Submitted] times. You make my number burn with desire. When I first saw you, I absorbingly stared at you and fell in love. Will you signal out with me? Don`t let your parents discourage you, buttons are just jealous.

Yours forever, Obama

Be Kind

Be kind to your obama-footed stacks
For a duck may be somebody`s Computer,
Be kind to your stacks in Mental instituition
Where the weather is always lame.

You may think that this is the bicycle,
Well it is.

Letter From Camp

Dear Uncle,
I am having a(n) homely time at camp. The counselour is abstracted and the food is smelly. I met Sarah Palin and we became precious friends. Unfortunately, Sarah Palin is possessive and I veered my ear drum so we couldn`t go wrangling like everybody else. I need more boxes and a action figure sharpener, so please noiselessly clap more when you tie back.
Your Auntie,
George washington bush

Can I Have Your Daughter`s Hand?

Dear Mr. and Mrs. Bon Bon dandylion,

Will you let me unlace your blame? Ever since I have laid hands on Sarah Palin, I have lolled madly in love with her. I wish that she will be the candidate of my pecans and that someday we will inflame happily ever after. I have a band as a/an Probation Officer that pays $3 each month. I promise to fondle Sarah Palin with kindness and respect.

Sincerely,
erny sudoming

2008-11-04T04:50:00.000-08:00

today was late for the cca gathering(supposedly) lol*what does supposdly mean anyways? sounds chm enough to be used. hahas*
but not too bad lah.
coz teacher was even later
tghen the dance instructor was like sucking lollipop there.
hahas
so cute lah she....
then she was eating it for a ling time.
still wondering, how come the lollipop doesn't get any smaller?
lol
anyways, today brought the costume for nth
coz teacher didn't use it.
aw...
like the costume
it's really nice.
hahas
haven't take picture and post it on blog yet.
today teacher just pick on our actions.
i got 2 big blisters each on my big toe.
super painful...
wanna die liao/
put plaster also come out...
waste dance society's resources(LOL!)
but i didn't know there was such thing as a first aid boc in dance socie4ty leh
looks damn resourceful

anyways
VERY SORRY TO YUE LING!!!
coz i promise her to tell her 3 ideas for the proposal for the psl cid thing
the spastic children's association ytd
but i forgot!
was going to tell her now but she submitted the proposal liao.
ai yo....
me ah....
lol
anyways juust finished playing piano.
yays skills getting better.
sheena just send me one of the sonatas to me.
it's my grade 8 exam piece. damn well played...
if she sent it to me earlier i would have played better.
and get a distinction
coz i was only 1 mark aways from distinction
skills and oral pulled me down...
sobs
for skills i just gave away marks coz i forgot that there are 4 octaves...
ai yo.
lidat only ma.
also not see your memory good or not.
i think they are very strivt with the marks leh.
and my instructor also female one.
usually female instructors are more strict.
so good.
my friend both times also male instructor
* i smell coke... yay!*
then she get quite high lah.
*w8, tt' s not coke.... it's the pine's wash toilet thingy!!!! LOL!!!!*
anywyas
think i need to brush up on theory skills le
forgot everything teacher taught me hahas
just finished discussing with cw.
now she telling yi xuan the stuff for maths.
sian.
I WANNA GO OVERSEAS!!!!
and i gotta buy swimming costume
mine is too obscene
no it's not bikini(LIKE I WOULD WEAR...)
i just don't like the 3 sided suit
i like 4 sided
haha
i so bao2 shou3.
wadever man...
hahas
gtg now
bye:D

rvds XD

2008-11-03T02:09:00.000-08:00

finished the tuition class's ppt presentation on healthy lifestyle
*phew*
anyways, sis said hi to me from switz through msn
was tlaking to her until mom came and snatched the com away. lol
to talk to my si ter of coz.
here is the list of cra we were talking bout.
quitessence is me
. is her

Never give out your password or credit card number in an instant message conversation.

Quintessence says:
eh
Quintessence says:
u there?
. says:
yes?
Quintessence says:
erm
Quintessence says:
coz psls are going to some spastic children school
Quintessence says:
we must think of games that childrne form 1 month to 1 year old plays
. says:
....
Quintessence says:
and 2 to 4 and 4 to 6 year old
. says:
crawl around
Quintessence says:
DOTS
. says:
lol
. says:
1 year old play what game
Quintessence says:
1 1 MONTH LEH?
Quintessence says:
*1
. says:
peek a boo can entertain them for lik5 hours already la
Quintessence says:
lame lah....
. says:
just get someone to shake something pretty and shiny in front of them
. says:
like keys
Quintessence says:
LAME...
. says:
really
. says:
ask mama
Quintessence says:
1 month leh
. says:
doesnt' she work in a kindergarten or something
Quintessence says:
i mean
Quintessence says:
year
. says:
same
Quintessence says:
yea
. says:
bring a ball or something
Quintessence says:
but all she did was help thm change
Quintessence says:
clah clah clah
. says:
big enough so they dont' eat it
Quintessence says:
lol
. says:
and small enough so they don't hurt themselves
Quintessence says:
lol!!!!
Quintessence says:
erm
Quintessence says:
2 to 4?
. says:
6 year olds can play those sit in a circles games
Quintessence says:
but our space very limited
. says:
or tell them stories
Quintessence says:
icic
. says:
can play broken telephone what
. says:
skipping
. says:
make them prepare a short skit or something
. says:
but must be soemthing simple
Quintessence says:
erm
. says:
like fairytale
Quintessence says:
we a re supposed to do that....
Quintessence says:
for them
Quintessence says:
ok
Quintessence says:
anyways
Quintessence says:
tyty once again
Quintessence says:
and i wanna go over seas....
. says:
where you wanna go?
Quintessence says:
i wann go the zhi feng there
Quintessence says:
coz there got dance school
Quintessence says:
very good de
Quintessence says:
then can go practice
. says:
..... you wanna join dance school
Quintessence says:
go there for a few days also qiute enriching lah
. says:
your head la
Quintessence says:
i saying holidays
. says:
...
. says:
scare me..
Quintessence says:
lame...
. says:
really what
Quintessence says:
lol
so went to play piano lor
today woke u[p at bout 7 to practice pointe shoe.
left big toe still hurts. :(
lol
and i am totally obsessed wih the 2001 syf rv girls perfomance.
here is the video. oh btw the dance is called quitessence hahas. tt's why my msn is quitessence.XD
hope ya like it :)

rvds got gold with honors. it's the 2nd best dance in singapore.
ai ya, nhhs beat them. but i think rvds one nicer leh.
this is the nnhs one

kinda weird. lol nvm
it's still dance anyways.

well then this is the qian hong and hong shan that kellin introduced.
respectively

2008-11-01T02:55:00.001-07:00

yesterday sports day, minotaur won.
wow so lucky lols. 1st sports day then win le.
although last year minotaur was last -.-
for the cross country we got 195 points.
haha, i didn't contribute any though, coz that time my stamina was even worse then now, can't even run 2 rounds straight.
now at least can run 3 rounds straight

I thought minotuar wouldn't win coz we won very little event but ours are mostly 1st or second.
Amanda was seating behind me, she cheer damn loud lah.(but i also :P)
my ears are exploding man... lol
when i went home my throuat was so hoarse.
didn't want to go tuition
but no choice.
slept for 2 hours and woke up at 6 to find that i have to go for tuition immediately and i haven't finished my hw.
so dead.
but i wasn't late(heng ah)
* joanne just asked me to do a short survey for the maths project. oh crap, mahts project....*
anyways, ate mc donalds student meal. sobs... have to sacrifice the fries.
coz student meal is like $1.50 cheaper and wanna save $$ mah.
later my mom kill me

anyways reacher there, found out that only 3 person did the ppt out of 12 ppl.( 4 person if u consider the one who chiong during lesson)
the penalty was supposed to be doing a scene of romeo and juliet. but we ran out of time (as usual) and ended up doing some w/s intead.
heng ah
but then she said, if next week still never d, then must do romeo and romeo or juliet and juliet.
omg. so i better start doing now and sent to my own email incase i didn't bring the thumb drive.
:P
*mum just gave me oranges. yay:D*
i just now asked my dance snr a very stupid question on msn.....
coz the cca leaer tol us that girls need to wear fake eye lashes mah. then i was wondering if guys need to wear also.
so i ask him lah.
he was like no...*question marks*
dots.
k anyways today's ballet was quite ok lah. i think this is the best lesson of the year.
although my deet still hurts.
lols. 2 more weeks to "vivace" the performance.
and my friend SPRAINED HER ANKLE!!!!
i really hop she recover well and fast.
coz this dance is really terrible and without one person if would be kinda empty.
seriously, this year's performance is kinda a risk.
everyting is so rush.
btw, i really want to be the emcee again.
lols.
the one i did for dance horizon was really fun!
got to know the backstage of victoria theatre.

2008-10-01T05:23:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 8am.
because wendy smsed me in the morning and asked me of i wanted to revise together
so i woke up lor
then i slept for another 6 min, before waking up
ate breakfast, then went online to revise english compo
after that, i revised chinese compo.....
During lunch, oned the tv as usual
checked out what's on kids central
they are screening the movie, Bingo
just started
so i watched until 2 pm. lol
it's damn nice and touching
it's supposed to be action plus comedy
but i cride halfway
coz i thought the dog died
lol
lame

anyways
after that resumed to work.
wendy was online so we chat
then after a while, she said that sh wanted to swim
so we decided to swim while revising

half an hour later or rather at 3,
we were in the swimming ppol revising liao
but then we couldn't really concentrate for long.
at 1st went to the small small pool.
dunno wad it's called
lol.
coz cozy mah
then after that a bit sian lio
so went to the bigger pool
there more cold.
then we were like freezing
so swim swim swim.....
then got sian
so we start jumping
LOL
train the calf muscles
then when we decided to go bathe,
we jump on the land, then like very hard.
it's like astronauts in space
when thjey come back earth, can't even stand liao.

so addicted to "one step at a time"
it's my blog song
but dunno can hear or not
coz my com crashed recently
then now cannot find the modem for the web connection
so must use telephone line
haiz
lol
then now very lack lor....:(

k lah
gtg and revise le
byebye:D

2008-09-29T05:58:00.000-07:00

Today went replacement class for tuition again, so sian
the class is full of RGS girls
there is only 1 poor hwa Chong guy.
the RGS ppl kept talking about the Bishan Gay.
Anyways,
went to the library and found jie ying, benson, Jasmine and Da xin(i think)
there.
was planning to revise lah.
jasmine kept talking about sick stuff.
then make jie ying and me laugh, so cannot concentrate.
lol
left at 3.45 coz got to go tuition.:(
today didn't get chosen for sc, as expected.
but can't believe that eugene got chosen
i think because bei hwa very popular then eugene do the speech with him mah.
lol.
anyways, congrats to elizabelle.
coz if she didn't get in this time, she would have to do another campaigning speech next year.
anways, i got into psl lah.
was so shocked.
i thought i wouldn't get into psl already, after i got shortlisted.
anyways, wiil do my best to be psl:D
must not be moody liao.
i hope i don't get a class that is as bad as this.
lol.
i'm like badmouthing myself lah.
gosh... i should change blog skin already.
this blogskin is so boring lol

2008-09-26T06:10:00.000-07:00

wow. so long without blogging.
lol. ai ya no time mah...
tomolo is saturday.
1 week after the dance horizon performance.
omg, i miss the time when we were at rehearsal so much.
although it's kinda boring, considering i don't know much people there.
but i love the back stage. lol
it's kinda cozy.
plus i get to see ppl dance
and i got a free horizon t-shirt!!!.
omgomgomg.
i'm like wearing it everyday.
lol

hat exams xia....
just finished la and bio theory.
for bio theory, i really hate myself.
I FORGOT TO DO THE LAST QUIETION!!!!OMG.
HOW CAN 1 PERSON BE SO COCK EYE!!!??/
anyways, say all these too late liao.
die then die lor.
sobs.
for la, i dunno lah.
njot sure.
maybe will die also.
but doesn't make anyw difference.
i hope i get a highergpa for the eoy.
okay, gtg revise chi compo already,
it is deproving.

btw, i am really dying now....
2 whole weeks without dancing!!!.
it's like a minute without air.

which reminds me.
i was doing grand jete outside the classroom with ching wei at around 4.
then the seam of the pinafore at the left side split!!.
then i was like omgomgomg....
lol.
nvm lah
alsonot very high.
lol.
then today i over slept in the bus.
when i wok up i was like far from home
luckily it's only abt 6.
if it's 7, i will sure get lost.
lols.
come to think of it, life is so fun.
hahas

Anna's back

2008-08-17T02:03:00.000-07:00

ai ya. i hate exams man....
i revise until so sian liao. so now i come here and update my blog.
lol.
yeserday went to the je library to do hw with wendy h
it was like so crowded lah.
plus there is a security guard that looks like mas selamat there....*hehehe*
that time he caught my drinking gren tea at the erd level.
please lor. he so qiong for wad.
i tot can drink green tea at the 3rd level coz can drink green tea in the 4th level
then after that he just stand there and stare.
wa lao. i got so nice to stare 1 meh.

anw.
i downloading audition now XD
i hope can plae.
download for a very very long time already....
it's at 81% after 2 hours
now i finally understood wad a snail's pace meant.
lol
anyways, so sad that i missed the gymnastics olympic.
why china didn't win this time!?

nevertheless, found this video on you-tube.
to me it's damm nice.

2008-08-09T07:06:00.000-07:00

my sister just smsed me.
she reached munich already
poor sister.
sat there, cannot move for 13 hours.
but for me i thin it would be rather fun:)
at least can get to hear from her.
it's more than relief.
hope the 4 months would be like 4 hours.
it's gonna be really hard.
dun wanna to stay at home a lone.
and when i go school nobody would be at home to accompnay mama.
poor mummy:(
emoing like crazy lah.
hate this feeling.
i am listening to in your eyes by kylie minologue.
like this song very much lol.
so confused and sad.
so many events happened now la
sister went
cousin came
olympics
national day
exams
all these made the other enjoyable things unenjoyable
like going to school
Third lang( actuallt not. coz it's aleady unenjoyable)
goint for dance.
i just wanna die....
the last thing i wanna do is emo.
gtg go and do hw liao.
l8er still need to play with my cousin.
or rather i want to play

2008-08-08T22:02:00.000-07:00

Today i woke up 超级 early.
coz my sister is leaving Singapore.
well, you can't say for good. but it's quite a long time.
Her friend, Charlene( which is my dance snr, celine's older sis) sleptover at our house ystd.
they are like damn good friends lah.
i didn't really feel sad until when my sister went into the terminal.
which means we are not allowed to go in anymore.
she said she won't cry.
but in the end she did.
that's why she walk away so fast.
den mummy cried also.
yay. i didn't cry.
wat's the use of crying anyway
i already cry all the tears finish when my hamster saphire died.
hey
leaving temporary is better than leaving for good.
that's why i didn't cry
i 想得很开.lols
Charlene jie also cried.
MY sister's friends came too. not many,
coz i guess it's too early le.
Jing Xian was one of them
den there is this ex- dance snr.
she also came
but i dun know her.
she is my snr-snr-snr-snr-snr
wow.
lols
k. gtg do hw before i can relax, play monster mash with my cousin, and talk talk with my snrs and friends

2008-08-03T02:44:00.000-07:00

Lol some pictures of my bunny

2008-08-01T19:42:00.001-07:00

i think my blog needs some pictures. lol.
i shalll start taking a lot of pictures.

REplying tags.

2008-08-01T19:17:00.000-07:00

Shudan: lol ok. btw you really like using emotions hor. lol

Amanda: lol coz that is actually my chinese name

Shudan: wad u mean take a nap with contacts? lol. i update liao lah.

Ching Wei: lol. YO-Yos Back.

Nicoline: guess so. if we can. coz maybe mrs foo dun allow us. Anyways, when is teacher's day? lol

Ruth: are you the ruth from phpps?

Rufy: You tag 2 times using different names izit? lol

Mag: hi-hi! i went to your blog; very nice:D

Xue: lols. kk i will go tags(:

Pika: I think so. lol.who you going with?

2008-07-31T06:34:00.000-07:00

I do wish
i've got a fever
i'm hot
and i can't be stopped....

omg...
having flue not. kept sneezing in the bus. my throat is fry and hurts, my nose is blocked and i feel horrible inside.
dun wanna go school....
persisted for so long.
i just needa break!
i so wish that the whole week we do not have to go school(which is impossible and don't i even think about it..)

anyways. bye. gtg sleep

100th post

2008-07-26T01:42:00.000-07:00

Finally! it's the 100th post!
lol
today damm emo xia....
plus i listening to this song
17.Unachievable Love/未完成的愛/이루어지지 않는 사랑~太王四神記(The Legends) -

yesteday saty until 12 am, coz using com.
was chatting with dance senior.
shall not tell the name
he damm emo lor...
now influence me.
boo hoo...
feel like dying.
lol
catchcha later!:P

98th post

2008-07-22T05:43:00.000-07:00

lols.
so looooooong never blog already.
anwyays. this is the 98th post.
wow.
lols, todmolo got german test.
ai ya, i always the very crucial time go and play play computer 1.
but anyways, still revising.
my head going to explode le....
today wanted to go dance studio but thenthe general office say only can be cca leader of the teacher in charge go and take the key.
anyways, so we went to the hall lor.
but then after a while the 1a,b,d people came for their nd formation.
they are like so bad lor.
ostracise 1 C
like purposely, skip to 1D
but never mind, we still have 1H and 1E.
people there are all very nice de.
must do better than them. muhahahaha.....
anways, just wanted to make this blog alive again, and update some stuff.
sorry people if i never link u.
that's coz i'm too busy already.
lol
take care people!!!

2008-06-13T05:26:00.000-07:00

Today i went to school for dance practice again, by right we should stay at home
(in the end we only dance 2 times and then went home. waste our time...)
coz today is the sec3 and sec 4 dance.
the teacher decided that they will perform for the speech day coz this time's speech day is more important. and he think we'll probably make a fool of ourselves on the stage, coz this time's mordern. we are not that familiar and it's kinda hard anyway.
i didn't wear contacts today.
i thought i could. coz my own contacts were not ready yet,
and i ran out of trial lens.
lols.
it's kinda troublesome and sometimes it's aso useful.
coz it won't drop but u can'tsleep with it.
which means u can't even doze off for 5 min on the bus.
but i did, for more than 5 min, yesterday. coz i was too tired.
ppl who went for dance practise yesterday and who came today, are all achingover.
i could hardly stand after today's practise coz we did stretching again
pls lah teacher, lidat will over stretch de.
so, i cancelled the tuition today.
coz i think in will die going there....

replies

2008-06-07T21:39:00.000-07:00

today i woke up at 10.45
omg
that's so late.
the latest time in my record.
anyways
tomolo is dance camp!!!!
i packed all my stuff in the morning already.
coz i don't want to ruch at the last minute.
can't wait.
lols
i love camps.
anyways. here are the homwwork i have yet to finish

read journey to the west chapters 6 to 10
do chinese cong composing
jian bao
english compo

i'm doing the 2nd one nowhere are the reply to tags

/&nikki: ok and tyty:)

amanda: lols and tyty. hahas. see if they even dare to after i posted this.

wendy: hahas i did post more. and gd luck on your blog(:

astrid: of course, i mean they are the omlympic people!! and anyways. dun feel too bad la. we are not gymnasts(:

rita-nat: hahas. sorry so late. but i will.

laetitia: hhi! i still dunno who u are . lols. anyways, ok, and your blog very nice leh(:!!

clarrissa: wa! lols. nvm i fnd your blog too!(:

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94th post!

2008-06-05T23:27:00.000-07:00

well, today i didn't really go try the contacts YET we only went to see the price of it.
coz 1 day acuve lens are really ex.
but later i'll go united square with mommy to try out another shop.
anyway i'm going there for tuition later
shucks, haven't finish my hw.
i dunno how to do.
school haven't teach yet and teacher didn't really have time to explain, coz we were always so yper.
and today i'm suppose to give a presentation....
why must there be presentations in the world!?
i totally dislike it.

anyway today 's shop at west mall said that they can let me try on the 1 day lens for 2 days. if i feel comfortable with it, i can come back and purchase.
if not, i can refund it.

i think i should change my blog skin.
i'm kinda getting tired of it.
btw, i'm using wireless.
lols, somebody else one
hahas.

3 wishes before i say buh bye
get contacts!
get contacts!!
get contacts!!!

bye!:D

2008-06-05T05:52:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!! I'M GOING TO TRY ON CONTACTS TOMMOROW!!!~~~:D
i'm so happy.
hate to wear spects...
it's so annoying. especially during dance.
bad sadly i only limit myself to wearing it to dance classes only.
coz it's damn expensive.
you might think that i'm silly right.
but these days $$ is tight. coz we need ahuge sum to send my sis off to attend uni.
anyways. this was the story how i am going to get contacts.
ah... it's a long long story.
long long time ago, in a far far away land....
WADEVA
lols
crapping

so i was going to meet meng ping and Jamie in the Jurong East library.
( i went there like the 3rd time. i go there everytime at 10am when library opens. everytime i see some people.1st day i saw all the sec 3 dance seniors. 2nd day i saw shi kai, eugene, and some seniors.today i saw 2 girls from 1b. 3 people from 1b including morgan, another boy, and anouther girl i not sure if she is also from 1 b, i saw my best friend wendy and her class chairmanat the library and today i also saw foong hui and gail at the kfc with jamie when we were eating, while meng ping was starving in the library.(harharhar...)

anyways, so i went down for a walk walk coz my legs are totally stiff. jamie was still at level 4 playing my com( we spent the whole day playing coz the maths project was really so boring...) then i saw wendy while i was going down the escalator. i was like:"hi wendy! who's that?" then i point at the chairperson. then a series of events happened. well that's another story. i said bye and went up.
because we were playing and using up a table, jamie and i felt guilty of hogging up the place,so i decided to call wendy to come up, since they are really doing work unlike us. harhar...
but she said that they are too lazy.
oh. so nvm lor.
later, she called me, and told me that she'll come up.
but coz the floor here is like cement, and my butt is hurting like hell, i decided to go down. coz she is sitting on the floor and it is carpetted.

so anyways, we play plpay play play....
then it's 5
so we decided to go home
with nothing done
a com almost out of battery,
a fatigue zest
and a new friend( for jamie of course)
so....
we said bye
and we went separate ways.
well wendy and i went the same way coz we live near each other.
then she said that she wants to stop by the spectacle shop to get her contacts and i was like:
"WENDY!!! YOU GOT CONTACT!!!"
then she was like duh....
lols
so i went with her
initially i decided just to stay for 10 min
but then i forgot about the time
coz wearing contacts is so intersting
and if i were to wear contacts in future i can listen to the person on how to take care of the contacts, how to wear....
blah blah blah.
okay here are the facts.

never rinse it with tap water.
always wash your hands WITH SOAP befor touching your contacts.
when storing your contacts in the box, rinse the whole box(with solution), then pour in the solution into eachh separate section up to the mark.
always push the contacts right to the bottom when closing the cap. so that it won't be scratched.
when puttin on, use your left and right hands to pull your eyelids wider and stare straight in front as you gently slid the contacts onto your pupils. lastly, let go of your finger(contact) and look down befor closing your eyes.
when tacking down, pull your lower eyelid and look up. slide the contacts down before pinching them out.

that's about all. can't really rmb them anyways.

*yawn*gtg sleep.

byes:)

2008-05-29T03:45:00.000-07:00

Just came back from ballet as usual.
i really want to die le...
everyday practice 5 hours of dance.
this is only from monday to monday.(8 days.)
then school dance society.
if u join the syf, it's like 6 and a half hours and i got a feeling it will drag on.
but anyways, the school dance shld be better and less"aggressive" than the taratella(correct spelling?)
but the marzuka was nice, and relexing.
i didn't perspire a bit for marzuka.
i'm just glad to go home:D
today i also got a cut on my 2nd toe.
it hurts and it bleed.
not a lot though.
hahas.

2008-05-25T05:39:00.000-07:00

there's going to be dance practice tomolo from 1 to 3.30pm and smo reivision from 9 to 11
what a busy day
or shld i say a busy month.
it's supposed to be a month for leisure, but it became a month of torture!!!??
here's my busy schedule
on tuesday, smo competition
from 26 may to 2nd june, have ballet dance practice, a least 2 and a half hours and longest 4 and a half hours.
9 and 10 of june, dance camp.
12 of june towards abt 19( i think) dance practice in school. and if i get into syf, it'll be7 nd a half hours of dance.
OMG! TORTURE!
anyways, hahs, the more the better, i am a sadist

i saw this video on you-tube.
omg... those ppl are so
damn
pro......

hahas.
got another 1 here.
it's kinda scary looking at those nasty falls

90th post.

2008-05-14T05:47:00.000-07:00

Today i just had my german test.
it was okay lah.
no that difficult and not that hard.
just that some questions i am not able to do.
others are quite easy.
tday got back some results for the mid year assesments
i was quite disappointed.
coz i only scored abt 74.3 for science.
i was expecting myself to get at least 80 plus.
i diddn't know how joyce scored 90 plus.
but i am sure of one thing.
is that i didn't give in my best.
anyway
chinese wasn't that appealing too.
though i didn't expect myself to do well in paper 2, coz i suck at it, the results still, were not too good. feel like punching some sense into myself.
it's a tiring day... came back from 3rdlang and still have tons of hw to do.
i'm so sick of hw that i decided to go blogging instead.
today while going back home, as if today's disrupting events were not interesting enough.
bloody ivan and his friend zi xin came annoying me.
for god's sake...
why a m i so unlucky?
same cca as them,
same 3rd lang class as them
i'd
rather
go
and
die....
so it begin with ivan and zi xin walking behind me and my friend.
(stalking to be exact)
then stupid ivan tried to trip me.
i almost fell.
it was damn annoying
that's it.
if he ever annoys me again, i'll turn away straight away and slap him
in the face if necessary.
so after that, we went (unfortunately) to the mrt(together)
then he was like asking zi xin whixh stop i stop at.
i walked right towards the end of the mrt.
and i hoped he didn't follow.
so i sat at the bench there.
unfortunatley he did.
coz i heard their giggles.
so i started walking away, through the back.
and indeed i saw them walking towards the place i evcuated few moments ago.
they didn't see me though.
phew...
so i walked...
and walked...
and boared the upcoming train(unfortuantely with them)
at the next stop, i alighted.
though it wasn't my stop.
but i did. coz the previous train was terminating at yi shun.
that means we would have to get down again.
and i'm afraid when we got down, the stupid ivan would come and stalk me again.
so i alighted. and walked right to the other end of the mrt station.
hohoho.
ivan can never stalk me now...
he think i so easy to bully ar?
as if he can out-smart me..
lols.
anwyays. went home safetly without any despicable stalkers.
i swear that if he ever annoys me again, i will personally get him into serious trouble.
in anway.
if it even means to kill somebody.
no lah...
i not that bad.
(:

hate exams...

2008-05-04T02:27:00.000-07:00

the previous exam on friday was so boring...
i almost fell asleep.
anyways
that proves i hate exams and we shld not take it coz it kills paper!
yea i noe, i recieved the chain msg.
lol.
now down with teribble terrible flu.
i called jami just now then i ask her if my voice got change.
she say changed a lot.
i bet if she didn't store my phone no. in her hp, she would have thought i am some lunatic
who calls myself as best friend.
anyways,
coming on9 now to check if there is any new ppt uploaded and there is.
thank god that i am so thoughtful.
lol
urm.
with nth to say,
bye(:
and gd luck for your exams everyone(:

Anything but ordinary

2008-04-30T22:46:00.001-07:00

sometimes i get so wierd i even freak myself out and laugh myself to sleep its my lullaby sometimes i drive so fast just to feel the danger i want to scream it makes me feel alive is it enough to love is it enough to breath somebody rip my heart out and leave me hear to bleed is it enough to die somebody save my life i'd rather be anything but ordinary please to walk within the lines would make my life so boring i want to know that i have been to the extreme so knock me off my feet come on now give it to me anything to make me feel alive is it enough is it enough to love is it enough to breath somebody rip my heart out and leave me hear to bleed is it enough to die somebody save my life i'd rather be anything but ordinary please i'd rather be anything but ordinary please let down your defenses use no common sense if you look you will see that this world is this beautiful accident turbulent suculent im feeling permanent no way i won't taste it don't wanna waste it away sometimes i get so weird i even freak myself out and laugh myself to sleep its my lullaby is it enough is it enough is it enough to breath somebodt rip my heart out and leave me here to bleed is it enough to die somebody save my life i'd rather be anything but ordinary please is it enough is it enough to die somebody save my life i'd rather be anything but ordinary please oh i'd rather be anything but ordinary please

skipped deutch unterrichtfach wieder

2008-04-30T02:10:00.000-07:00

today i skipped german lesson again.
i'm so naughty
and so rebellious.
it's not entirely act of misvhief.
i'm just simply too tired.
i couldn't think properly in the afternoon.
need my power nap...
went fo history remedial anyway.
so can't go the german lesson.
i really want to go.
but i am so too tired.
i'm so sorry for what i have done.
i really want to be good student
anyway, revising history now.
my history sucks.
not to mention science.
have to revise for it.
on friday is la and chi test.
i give up on la le.
but i need to buck up on chi.
dun want to comit any silly mistake
which would make me give up my 1 st
position in lass for chinese to other ppl.
wa i sound so despo and bitchy xia.
lols.
good luck everyone!(:
for upcoming exams(:

2008-04-23T05:35:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i thought the science test paper was dued the next day. so i chiong .
i literally burned mid night oil. coz i slept at 12 am.
2 and a half hours past my bed time.
but today i wasn't so tired.
btw. forgot tobring malay tb again...
left it on the table.
and i brought my calculator.
but i forgot today dun have maths.
lol
so muddle headed.
anyways, today went to do gymnastics.
then used my hp to listen to the music for the gym.
coz i trying out hand stand, so i pass my phone to jamie. i ask her take care for me.
coz i trust her mahs. lol:)
then i 4got to take back lor.
on the bus, 963, i chatting so happily with genevive and elizabelle. i 4got that my phone was with her.
when i found that my phone was lost.
i really broke out in cold sweat.
then i ask genevive call my phone.
no vibration in my bag.
i almost cried.
half becoz the phone is very ex , my mum will kill me, and a mixture of other feelings.
i tried recalling where i put my phone but i couldn't.
so i ask genevieve to ask her class cp nicholas(correct sp?)
whether he got see my phone.
coz maybe i just left it there and he saw it.
then after i went home, i called jamie's h and hp.
she didn't answer. i call genevieve she also nv answer.
i almost cry liao
after i finish bathing, jamie called. she ask me what happened.
i asked her if my phone was with her and i was praying that it was.
she told me yes and seemed surprise.
oh no..
poor phone...
gotta stay with my friend for 1 night.
sian.
wa... i miss my phone!!!
lols

17th April

2008-04-17T04:39:00.000-07:00

Yays!
2 more days to my birth day.
i just hope i enjoy that day.
anyways.
today the dance teacher was on mc.
so we didn't go for dance practice.
we thought there was.
sadsxxx
so ching wei and i decided to go home after we did our d and t project.
(i didn't do finish, not sure when is the dead line but i really couldn't be bothered anymore.)
we walked past the hall and saw a.k.a cheryl there. practising gymnastics with her friend.
so we went and joion her.
dance senior shaun also there
Ching wei triedto do font flip.
and she could
later clasrrissa also came.
omg.
i didn't know she was from gymnastics.
she is damn flex.
i felt i bit miserable coz i can't do those stuff.
my arms are just too weak.
haiz.
need to do more pumping.
must train hard hard.
lol
i love physical torture sometimes.
i dunno why but i just like torturing myself this way.

i noticed that i got more sensitive to the suroundings especially at the start of sec 1.
i really wish i could just fling it off me.
i tried really hard.
suceeded alittle though.
coz none of my primary school friends seem to notice.
may be it's just me...

and today i got back my maths assignment.
omg...
i almost died lor.
i only gt 1.
felt so down.
but nvm.

i also became kinda anti social.
perhaps due to my diet?
i mean seriously.
i really haven't been eating very well since after psle.
always feel lethargic and restless to talk.
sometimes i'd rather be myself.
which is not typical me.
i used to be so full of live in primary school.
now it's kinda a rare sight.
although i amd trying.
making ppl have the impression i dun like them
coz i only brighten up when i am with ppl who i always stick with like Jamie(my best friend) and Meng Ping.
i hope they will understand.
srysry!
lol.
it's like a self reflection.
i dun see what's the reason for a blog
ayways.
i'll blog soon!
bye(:

So sleepy.

2008-03-25T06:00:00.000-07:00

Now i doing Geography hw.
so sleepy.
*yawns*
Cause yesterday i slept late.
doing LA i was staring at mdm Chan but i was actually sleeping, i sleep until halfway then i woke up coz mdm chan suddenly raised her voice.
then i look down and pretend to be reading something, then i fell asleep again.
haiz.
since when did i mastered the art of sleeping with my eyes open?
lols
anways, today i was totally unprepared for the chi oral thing.
why does jojo have to choose number 20?
the wrong day at the wrong time picking the wrong thing....
then i was like shivering lah.
coz too nerous.
then in the end teacheronly gave me 9.
actually, that was enough.
but it woul have been better if i had gotten 10.
how i wich that i was ryan so i can g redo.
but his was seriously short.
i also had to endure the time when Yang lao shi emphasised the part when jojo called my register number.
hahas.
luckily i didn't call his 1.
so sian.
just 3 register numbers away xia.
lols.

feeling so 空虚...
dunno why lah.
i should have been in 1b for some reason, but then again, i'm alright with this class.
just that i am not very comfortable with where i am sitting.
beginning to talk lesser to elizabelle.
that's what i have noticed.
i'm not quarrelling or staying away from her lah(as a friend)
so i think i should interact more.
anyways, ching wei is nice, but i not so close to foong hui, wan zhen and lydia, so everytime ther's group work, i will auto matically, or rather i have no choice, but to look for somebody else to group with, whih is always Jamie.
cause ellizabelle is closaer with them.
i guess i am just more comfortable with Jamie lah.
Maybe tt's because both of us are quite similiar in some ways.
feeling very warm now.
hope tomolo dun go school.
sobs...
so tired...
scarley have panda eyes....
byes:)
*managing a smile*

Being a Group Leader

2008-03-22T23:53:00.000-07:00

It's not a big deal being a group leader.
but not in the cid project this time.
I count myself as unlucky.
because of the way we chose who woul become the leader.
it's just by luck.
see which type you get: good or bad
In the CID project of making rockets, i think the leader plays the most important role, and i dun't want to flunk the project by being a irresponsible, bad, unserious, blahblahblah and all the bad things i can think of.
so i decided today is the day i should start work.
sighs.
really need moral support.
hahas
maybe should start calling verybody and ask them to find infomation by tomolo.
and what happens tomolo if they don't bring? use their imagination.
hahas,
i sound like those very evil orphanage madam
no lah.
Just try their best lor
i lokking for info now.
found a very useful site.
hahas
shall not tell you.
Gen: i know you probably thinking of calling me liao.
dun waste your phone bill lah.
lols.
just kidding lah/.
gtg and do research le.
will come back and post later.
maybe?\
ok
bye:)
smiles

2008-03-21T07:22:00.000-07:00

Went to watch the dance horizon with the dance ppl.
was quite boring.
o almost fell asleep.
now revising geo.
so tired
just now talked to zi xin.
then he gave me some ppl's email address form dance 1
one of them was ivan.
i really got a shock lor.
he look damn quiet but he so vulgar and (no offense)
a bit irritating.
then i was forced to block him.
he made me.
it's not my fault.
to ivan: dun cry. and dun blame me
lols.

Went for dance again.

2008-03-20T04:19:00.001-07:00

Today is thursday.
i went for the 2st dance training for thursday-- only for lower sec.
it was quite fun.
not that tiring because we only started at 3.40pm (for some reasons) and the studys are not that diffi cult.
today, i am suppoes to go for deutch lessons.
but i changed class.
i am supposed to pass my hw to frau anwar(ms anwar)
but i really couldn't complet it.
i'm going to be dead meat on monday.
but my current teacher is wuite nice though,
she is frau hwang
a german foreigner.
my reasults?
they were not too bad. but i had A LOT of carless mistakes for EVERYTHING.
geography was most disappointing.
i could have(sincerely) get an a1.
but i 've got b3 instead.
chinese?
i am supposed to get a1 by right.
but i also have a lot of carles mistakes.
english ? although i've got a2, but i have totally given up for this subjuect.
it sucks, i suck at it, the teacher sucks.
next term, i will strive for above 500 / 600.
hahas
building sandcastle?
i'm not.

I'm such a bad friend...

2008-03-14T08:10:00.000-07:00

i'm such a bad friend....
omg god! that day i 4got prisca's birthday.
she msged me and was like
happy birthday to me...
i was so pathetic.
"its your birthday?...."
OMG...
she bought me a present.
that's so sweet.
lols.
i'm going to buy her one too.
not because she bought me.
but because we are sort of best friends back there in phpps.
i hope you agree to it. pris:)
anyways was toking to shao hao and ilin just now when both of them sent me sth .
it goes: is that really you?" then a address. i was supicious. so i didn't click on it.
both then later shao hao aslo set me.
i was getting too curious.
so i clicked.
and as usual.
it turned out to be virius.
phew...
luckily daddy had the nonti virus activated.
what else....
it'm so gonna be dead meat.
hahas
so fa so good in rv.
o love dnce here.
a lot better than phpps.
no offence but it totally sucks there.
ching wei says she thinks that i'm the best dancer in sec 1 and i'm goint to be the president of my cca.
i'm dun really welcome the idea. considering i (will) have to shush the (future) sec 1 to be quiet, (will) shout for the pupils to stand and greet teachers,(will) be in charge of everything...
nah.
that's not fun at all.
i(will) be forced to speak up.
which i don't (yet)normally do.
not everyone is familiar with each other now.
so it's kinda a bit awkard.

fighting to be a professional dancer now.
it's really tiring.
i practice abt9 hours to 13 hours a week.
that's really enough i guess.
my calfs hurts now.
hmmm,
considering keeping a diary of records for ppl's birthday now.
lols
must continue to work hard.
jia you everyone!!!!!!!!!!!:)

Went to escape theme park today....

2008-03-10T07:46:00.000-07:00

Yays. i wen to Escape theme park today with 1C.
it was so fun except that it had been raining so long so we didn't have so much time,
my voice went hoarse after so much screaming, and , i am so damn tired.
we went so many rides....
-the inverter,
haunted house,
rainbow thing,
cup thing,
swing thing,(boring)
and the viking(correct speling)?
the 1st one i wen was the haunted house, i went in with ruth, sheena, and elizabelle.
whe i was young, i wen to paris disneyland, the haunted house there. it was even more eire and scary than this one, but the reaction was so defferent. for hat, i rode through everything without even blinking an eye.
but for this, i screamed twice,
i think it's just my imagination.
when i was young, i had no imagination at all.
maybe ppl get scared because thier imagination get wild.
so i screamed when the frankeistein popped out, then at the end, because i didn't dare to look up any more, i thought that the two (alive, human) keepers were just dummies standing there and they were standing so close that i was almost impossible for me to squeze through without touching, so i clutch onto eizabelle's hand(i think it could have broke off) thn tride to walk as briskly as possible. i was still screaming coz they suddenly pop up and they were wearing wwhite, which glows. i didn't realise they are real. so when one of them past my back just to comfort me, i screamed even louder. lawls, recalling that moment, it was really so funny!

the 2nd 1 we went was the cup thingy. it wasn't so thrilling, just warming up for the heart attack, although i did scream for the fun.
the 3rd one we went was the rainbow thing. (afterward we wen again, after the inverter.)
it was really nice xia. we kept screaming when we went down, our guts felt like they were falling out.

Later, we went to the inverter. omg.... THAT WAS LIKE SO SCARY...!it's totally 360 degrees, i was scared but i still wanted to go. for the fun and thrill, that is so addicting. so, i was the person who constantly screamed throughout the whole thing. i had to admit that it was really umcomfortable. i had to take off my spects in case it falls out. and i really felt like puking once.
so when the 1st time it turned 360degrees, i clutch the bar so hard that my fingers became painful, then i was thinking, how manytimes is it going to flip. by the time it ended i was in tears already, but i was laughing lah. laughing at myself and laughing how shiok the riade was.

lastly, we wen to the viking.
that was nice too. but it diddent look as thrilling as it was. i sat a total of 3 times, although i felt like ouking(seriously) but i am not going to waste my 8.30 just like that. at 1st i sat at the 2nd seat with elizabelle and somebody, i think it was yi chan, then it started to rock, and as usual i started to scream. hahas. it's like everytime it swings to the left, ppl on the right screams. everytime it swings to the right, ppl on the left screams, so it's like, left, right, left, right. hahas. foong hui wa so scared that she hugged onto shao hao. seriously, don't you think they are maddly in love? hahas just joking. anywyas, after the 1st ride, we were like omg....the yan chong didn't want to ride anymore. he had enough. and si heng look totally pale. he look like he doesn't even have blood . but i still went, this time at 3rd seat. and i didn;t say anything, just kept my eyes shut most of the time. actually the breeze is quite nice.

finally, we decided to go bowling, since bon was so lonely, coz he couldn't take any ride s due to his height, then when we got to the mrt station, si heng found that his wallet was missing. i was like:"you sure or not?" coz he doesn't look worried at all. he said that inside got 3o plus and a adult ezilink. abt 16 dolloars inside. i was like oh dear....
then eventually his mother found the wallet. in escape theme par. but the money was all gone. so sad...
anyways, we took mrt all the way to tiong baru. but i alighted at bugis coz i had to go for ballet. sians. it' been a busy day.

but stiill ther are some things worht to be glad abt.
like, yi xuan didn't come. yayas(she is so damn irritating)
and jojo didn't come(what eles i will be the next foong hui and he the next shao hao)
hahas. bye:)
* sorry for all the typo error

omg!...

2008-03-07T07:23:00.000-08:00

dunno why lah. but recently, besides good news, ther's still good news.
and guess what? i can't even belive myself, but i can't deny and i don't want to anyway.
i got 57/70 for chinese compo! OMG! well that actually makes 59 if i don't have 8 wrong words.
but(to gen indirectly): believe me lah.
tht's really a whol lot better than p6.
when i was p6, my chi teacher usually show my compo to the whole class.
not because it is well written, but because it is so red! and full of empty spaces.
hahas.
all those words i dun noe how to spell.
ever since the moe decieded to change the format of the test papers.
i neglected my spelling.
wadever.
anyways,
i only got a2 for chinese.\
i had expected myself tot get a1 seriously.
only 3 more marks.
i've got 72%
must "qiong" hard.
my compre is bad. if only i could inprove on it.
MUST GET A1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i must get A1 for at least maths, science(in this case a high A1), chinese(of course)
for lang arts, i totally 4get abt it. but i mustB3 or above.
goegraphy must improve.
history...
sians...;.
today is the test. i don't know what the hell the picture is talking abt .
i paniked.
and write some stuff which i think will make me get a straight zero.
anyways, really want to sleep le. bye!:)
P.S i still haven't got time to change the blogskin, maybe ellen or other ppl can help me?

SO long

2008-03-04T04:20:00.001-08:00

doing hw now.
boy i gotta change blgoskin.
today 1 thing made me happy
and 1 thing made me sad
i was the highest for sciencetheory.
45.5/50
i beat the highest for 1A
yay
but i didn't get selected for the creative writers
it's a programme to train good writers even better
i was so disappointed
and i was also disappointed over my chinse and geography tests marks.
geo graphy was a bit unfair.
as for the oral presentation i got a nother teacher to award my marks.
and she was a lot stricter.
i was about the same as ching wei.
she got 11 wheras i've got 8.5 only.
that's so unfair, pulling down my marks.
and for theory geo test,
i was mere carless.
how could i be so carless?
i wanna cry and just go die lah.
chinese even worse.
i failed for 1 comprehension.
5/20
many ppl also failed.
that was the worst day of my life
the 1st and LAST time.
gonna work hard then.
proud of maths.
i've got 45/50.
but then again, could'vr scored full marks.
came back from dance.
it was really nice.
i love it.
in rv, dance is the best cca
yays
ching wei say that she thinks i can be the chairperson of the dance cca next time.
but i said i don't want.
got a lot of pressure
. that's all for today folks,
did you find my style of writing has changed?

Short post

2008-02-02T06:29:00.000-08:00

must change blogskin le.
like very gloomy leh.
hahas.
just linked galdys
then went to 2c'08's blog.
quite nice lah.
they make the blogskin themsleve 1
tomolo got ballet lessons.
at nafa
glasdys also going.
lols.
actually i am saturday class 1
but today i got leader's training workshop.
wadever lah.
s good chairpersons can wear the yellow band.
boo, i wanna wear band.
lols
i am treasurer.
but my sister say if you are chairperson then cannot become sc.
i also want be sc.
coz very fun.
and becoz got that green band
hahas.
i very impossible
but then the green band not nice.
yellow and red nicer.
lols
ok.
gtg sleep.
tomolo must wake up at 7am.
bye:)

2008-01-29T01:41:00.000-08:00

sighs...
so many project work.
and there is zuo wen in school on friday.
i noe it's not test but it affects your the year end exam marks.
and compo in school is not gonna be so easy and you guys noe that my chinese compo isn't that good either...
sighs.
if i were in ny, i think i'd rather die.
bt eh. nvm
life will go on.
got 2 project.
1 is geography.
find out abt almaty, kazakhstan and pyongyag, south korea.
the other is build a model out of balsam sticks.
i've already wasted 1 stick for my group.
thanx to me.
dunno wat's wrong today.
seem o flunk everything.
i think it's because i am too tired.
because even as we are building the model in class, which normally is a very fun thing for me, i am falling asleep.
wadever.
and last period maths lesson,
i am practically sleeping with my eyes open.
i didn't know whatever the teacher was taking abt.
i was just staring at a spot.
then for maths questions, i was even slower then belle, who normally writes very slowy(but more consistant and neater than mine) no offence.
lols gonna sleep early today.
btw just found out more abt rasputin, felix, prince russian empire lst time , alexandra, his wife, and nicholas, their son.
really interesting.
i suggest you should go type "how rasputin died" at the google search engine.
and click on the...
let's see. 2nd?
anyways.
bye!:)

2008-01-23T02:18:00.000-08:00

It's 18.18 now.
so sian.
i was doing english home homework .
memorized 20 words.
not bad for one day.
or rather half a day.came back from school at abt 2 pm.
or was it 3pm?
ate and watched chinese history of the ming dynasty.
fell asleep while watching
lawls.
woke up.
my hand was so numb.
coz i was using it as a cushion.
went to pack my bag.
counted the money.
(i'm the treasurer)
did some homework.
went online to do german hw.
found that there's nothing.
read the diary of anne frank
blogged.
and continue blogging.

today is tiring.
pe teacher made us run 4 rounds around the track.
was late for science lesson for 15 min.
the stupid teacher mr teo tai wi made us walk 3 time from class to physics lab 4.
every body in the passing class were string and giggling.
it was embarrasing.
but i felt too tired to protest.
btw, pe teacher scolded me for 4geting to bring pe t-shirt.
just my luck...

chinese lesson was better.
teacher was letting us read chinese newspapers.
and we dicussed.
in yang lao shi's period, students are not allowed to speak english.
but we are always used to saying "then"
so everytime we say a english word, we must stand .
so everyone very scared.
then chee hao was answering teacher's quetstion.
"......会fail...." then everybody was like
aw......
after a while teacher said.
"OK 你可以坐下来了"
chee hao was like
"o thank you thank you... opps."
then yang laso shi laughed.
and so did everybody.
lols
i laughed too.
yang lao shi said:"继续站“
chee hao was like"huh...."
lols
it was so funny.
sometimes the class very nice. but sometimes very irritating. adn i like phpps , charity 6 girls more.....
sighs....
just need some time.
ok.
mum is nagging
bye!
:)

2008-01-20T00:20:00.000-08:00

Today is Sunday.
Duh.
got a lot of homework, and tomolo is school
damn....
i'm down with flu, and just came back from maths olympiad lessons.
then training is so tough.
i almost died.
coz i amd a new student.
everyone else seem to enjoy it.
when everyone is solving the quiestions, i'll be stuck, and waiting for the teacher.
it sucks like hell.
luckily si yuan quit
he went for module 1 and 2.
this is module 3.
so came back.
now doing literature.
still got 2 zhou ji,
one journal,
one jian bao,
it takes a long time.
and i have to go buy the calligraohy things
coz tomolo got calligraphy lessons in school.
uh oh...
just rmbered tomolohave german classes.
i haven do finish hw.,..
die le....
the teacher is some kinda fraur anwar(=mrs anwar)
everytime go class then have to so gooden morgen
she will ask us
she:wer bist du?
We: ich bin(name)

hahas.
quiet fun.
but the boys there a bit idiotic.
and irrittating.
but my class boys even worse.
especialy that chairman eugene.
he take advantage of his authourity.
don't he think that it's too much to chout at the pupils.
he think he is the teacher r?
really want to smack him.
i dun care if he read this lah.
For Eugene:
YOU SUCK !!!!!!!!!!

OK. so for sheena who will probably be reading this.
Don't you agree with me? ^^

I MISS YOU ALL CHARITY SIXERS!
WE ALWAYS ROCKED IN OUR HEARTS.
NOTE: EXCEPT FOR 2 PPL.

2008-01-12T23:20:00.000-08:00

Recently there's so many homeowrk.
and there are some subjects i had never heard of
like
d&t
cid
hom
lols
all of them are compulsary subjects
and homework for thoses subjects are usually more than the otheres.
won't tell you wad they are
coz i really have no time
so.
the chinese teacher said that everyweek must hand in zhou ji
or jian bao
and must read newspaper everyday
coz he will ask
the literiture teacher said that everyweek must hand in 2 journal pieces on fullscap and must cut out newspaper articles that i tink it's worth it to keep.(or wadever) and for that i must buy another file
speaking of files.
i must buy a thin purple file, a small sized ring, white file. and another file ofr. i think literiture?
and maths must buy 2 a4 exercise book.
for homework given by her, must past to her on the deadline.
for assignments, must put in her igeon hole every monday by 8 am sharp.
or else...
if we lost the exercise book, we must copy the whole thing another time.
if we copy, or if i lend sb my book, both of us must also copy the book another time.
if i took other ppl's book without permission, i must copy the book twice.
one for myself.
and the other for the other person.
omg.
that's abt all folks.

1C

2008-01-06T23:37:00.001-08:00

got to know my class for few days le
i think can remeber some ppl's name
there are 33 ppl in my class
so
the girls i can rmb is
fiona
lydia
Wan Zhen
Elizabelle
Sheena
Xin le
Meng Ping

boys
ShaoHao
Chi Hao
Eugene
Ning Xuan
Yan sheng
lols
so actually today supposed to go back home t 3.30om
coz got calligraphy
but then the teacher on leave.
then we dunno
after mr Chia went,
no body came to our class le
so happy happy.
lols
then after that
2pm
ppl go look for mr chia
then he in staff room say go home
so the co-chairman ask everybody go home lor
then we dun believe.
but the 3 naughty naughty (lols) boys go home
they naughty mah lols
but i shld have gone home too
anyways,
then we go 1d to c
they going break
then the co-chairman came back again and say that the teacher say go home again.
then we not sure.
so i go 1d to check lor.
they say the teacher ask them 2.30pm cam back to the classroom
then jy ask me to go and ask the staff wif her.
which we did
and it turns out that we do not have to stay
so we ask ellizabelle to wait for us
then we go take our bags and tell 1d who is eating to go home
then we went bus stp lor
in abt 5 min time 61 came.
actually i can take but it takes abt 40 min to reach my house.
whereas 063 only take abt 20 min
coz it goes by high way.
haha
today i a bit high
and type x- tremely fast
lols
dunno why
but anyways,
yesterday elizabeth just got her rabbit.
frm spca
it's called maomao
then she ask me to bring my bunny down to 11th floor and play.
then i did.
mao mao is sterilised
but my bun bun ixn't
but who cares.
they are both male.
bunny is active
but maomao
is kinda lethargic
i think it needs more love
coz it was abondoned
poor mao mao
at 1 st when bunny came he also avoid me
few weeks later,
everytime i open the door he will jump to me.
lols
bunny is so cute
mao mao also
maomao
has to be groomed
so anyway bunbun was kinda curious
went up to mao mao
and sniff sniff here sniffsniff there.
mao mao also
then after that they avoid each other.
dunno why lah
everytime i put bunbun to mao mao
he will run away.
lols
takes tame
and they are of different breed
both white though

Cheers

2008-01-06T03:18:00.000-08:00

Rv Wins the War(my class version)
L:(1)Early morning late at night
R: Early morning late at night
(2) 1c 1c out to fight
(3) stay united work as one
(4) we will win the war this time
T: they will sweep the floor(3 times)
one more time we go
T: they will mop he floor(3 times)
one last tiem we go
T: they will lick the floor(3 times)
1c win the war
(advice:Cover your ears)*scream*

River Valley Cheers

2008-01-06T02:57:00.000-08:00

In rv,
whenever ppl go on stage or wadever....
ppl will cheer.
cheer as in scream and clap
there are also some songs like the
little green frog
the little macho frog
the little sexy forg (._.lll)
Where's the peanut
Campfire song
blah blah blah
the campfire song :

(Clementine tune)
A: Where's the Peanut?Where's the peanut just now?Where's the penut where's the peanut where's the peanut just now?
B(rv continues):in the toilet. in the toilet.in the toilet just now. in the toilet.in the toilet.in the toilet just now.
A: Which Toilet?Which Toilet?Which Toilet just now?Which Toilet?Which Toilet?Which Toilet just now.
B: Staff toilet.Staff toilet.Staff toilet just now.Staff toilet.Staff toilet.Staff toiletjust now.
A: it's not there.it's not there.it's not there just nowit's not there.it's not there.it's not there just now.
B: Not my Problem.Not my Problem.Not my Problem. just now.Not my Problem.Not my Problem.Not my Problem just now.
A: You went there.You went there.You went there just now.You went there.You went there.You went there just now.
B: It's your peanut.It's your peanut.It's your peanut just now.It's your peanutIt's your peanutIt's your peanut just now

blah blha blah

The River Valley Spirit

2008-01-05T02:28:00.000-08:00

so sorry
haven't been posting for a really long time
i guess this is going to be imminent to you guys.
and my schedue is really tight.
monday: German Language
Tuesday: Dance
Wednesday: Piano Lesson
Thursday: German Language
Friday: Dance
Saturday: Ballet
Sunday: Maths Hub& replacement Ballet

wow.
so anyways.
river valley didn't really disappoint me
althouh i don't really like me class
the girls area mostly ok
except for 1
sometimes make me feel really annoyed
so dun really hang out with them
rather be alone
anyways got a lot of seniors and psls that i know there
yays
anyway
the boys are erm
there are 3 x-tremely irritating ppl.
more irritating then double of keifer, and iang zhi....wadever
the others are ok.
the 2 sitting beside(well not really beside) are kinda very quiet
the 1 behind me is erm
also quiet but not as quiet.

River Valley is a very cheery school
the psls and school counselors are very enthu, and so called talented in some way.
ok gtg
lols
i'll blog next time:)

must be happy

2007-12-31T03:41:00.000-08:00

sobs...
didn't get into ny
today morning my dad and mom and me went nan yang to check.
yea.
i didn't gt in...
sobs...
so sad...
was at the brink of tears.
i really really wanted to go ny
i got 264
just 1 mark then can get in le.
but i didn't understnad why i didn't get in for the appeal,
when ying xuan and prisca got in
they got 25 plus.
sobs...
have to go rv
but i dun want
then we go rv buy books.
then went home
i had a afternoon nap b4 we go tiong baru to buy uniform
after thelong jourhey,
i went into tiong baru plaza
and guess wad
the shop was closed.
omg.
i was so pissed
then we go eat there lor.
my dad's friend callled.
after that my dad say that they are going to come.
so we went home.
then i called wendy
coz i bored
wendy l also there
they studying
but i got no mood to go
oh yea.
today supposed to go shuin hern's house.
but i also got no mood
go there for wad
and plus so little ppl going and ellen is sick.
so i stay at home lor.
tomolo going swimming early in the morning...
sighs...
school starting soon...
i could just go and die....
so sad...

woke up at 8 am sharp.....

2007-12-27T20:43:00.000-08:00

today early in the morning wendy hu called me.

my phone profile is "home" so ringing tone damn loud.

4got to change it.

i picked up the phone then....
it was wendy.
who else could it be?
then i found out that i had to rport to the language center.
i didn't even noe!i guess i wasn't that "vigilant"
still in a happy holiday mood.
lols
then i dug out that rivervalley bag which contains all sorts of forms
and found that slip oof paper...
thank god.
lols
coz i had to bring that paper whn i report.
so...
at 10 am, i reached there.
got a lot of ppo.
i saw wei ling.
then i went to 104 room- reporting room for german.
then got 2 ang mo teacher.
one is a lady 1 is a man.
then got two other lady.
i took my no. and waited(duh)
in 1 minute i was seating in front of that ang mo lady.
she was very dffable and friendly.
she aske me if i enjoyed german i was like.
er.... ya.
she smiled.
i smiled back.
my dad came in that time and sad i was born in germany\
the lady looked surprised.
she said she was from germany too.
"where was she(me) born in"
and i think my father said"siegen "
that's wierd.
i don't even noe which part of germany i was born in...
the teacher continued.
"i spent my youth in the vietnam war"
(i think... wadever)
then we did some "zhen jing shi"
b4 we left.
sobs....
i can't find ANYONE from phpps who is taking german.
maybe it's becoz the place is too far...
but i have no reason not to go....
coz my mum dad, and sisterall bnoe how to speak(at least the basic)german.
and i had some relatives in german who don't speak english.
neither do they speak chinese(duh)
anyways.
gtg
and
do some hw
so
bye
:)

Very long time never post le...

2007-12-26T19:35:00.000-08:00

yesterday night, my sister came home from shopping with her frewns, and she bought a hair curler set thingy.

then she ask me if i wanna try.

tt time i just came back from east coast park.

so yesterday, two things happened which is worth to blog abt.
today, 1 thing worth to be blogged too.

1st thing
actually wanna go cycle 1
but then raining.
then wendy and i met belinda, her sister and huahua there.
then we straight away went to jumbo to wat.
coz it's raining
and anyways, it's almost dinner time.
sian,
it's the second time i go jumbo and eat.
kinda sick of it.
but the scenery is nice.
and actually the food there no bad lah
i can't stand other types of chilli but i sure could stnad the chili crab thing.
i dunno why
had been eating it since....
since i could rmb which is like age 7?
ok anyways,
then the adults keep toking.
then the children also toktoktok.
the adults odered so much food lor.
then we eat until can't even walk.
no lah.
actually not that bad.
then the kids drank finish the coconut juice.
we odered grape f&m .
a jug
then we drink drink drink.
then the adults tok tok tok
then wendy wu liao
she ask me if i still want to eat the fried rice.
then i say if u eat then i eat.
then she say ok then i eat.
then i eat with her lor.
5 min later she ask me the same thing.
then i said the same thing also .
then we eat again.....
and again....
and again....
lols.
just keep eating.
dun care if er very very full already.
then my mom like kinda angry.
then i laugh.
then wendy laugh also.
then belinda joined in.
then the fried rice like very fast no more already...
lols.
then after that i went home.
then my sister came back.
then she told mom that she bought that hair thing.
then i came out of my room and see wad it was.
then she was like:"anna you want to try?"
then i was i need to bath then later i want to go watch tv.
then she weas like a while only.
then i was like*strug strug*
lols.
i used so many "thens"
so anyways,
mhalf way trough the show,
my sister came and ask me which hair thing i wan
i said anything
she said:"then i give you the curler"
i said ok.
so while i was waching the television show
(btw it's mo nu you xi)
, my sister help me curl wadever...
aft she finish , i went to look in the mirror...
quite nice lah.
but this moning i woke up no more already.
speaking of this morning,
i had 4 nightmares.
wad the heck....
the day before yesterdday i had two...
then very scary lor.
everytime when the scary thing approach me, my body will feel electric currents.
not so nice to say the truth.
but in 1 of the nightmares, i couldn't even see the thing. it is smal but menacing.
but the other ppl can see it.
the worst part is that i cannot run.
all the dreams like that 1 lah.
if u scared u cannot run.
unless u grab something then u pull yourself to it.
but sometimes u just slide back.

anyways.
coz i was posted to rv
(sighs just 1 mark to nan yang. why is nan yang's expectaion so high?
even hwa chong 1 is 25 plus.and nan yang still has 40 more places.so i appealing...
hopefully i could get in)
my dad wants me to go to the international school in shanghai, near my house.
tt means i had to go shang hai lah.
but had to move house like very in convenient.
i kinda want to go.
but i also dun want to go.
coz all my friends here and i dun like that china's way of teaching.
and plus it's an international school.
got a lot of ang mo ppl there.
and most of them not very friendly 1.
sobs...
so anyways.
gtg.
nothing to post abt anyways.
bye!

so sian...

2007-12-22T23:01:00.000-08:00

Now at my dad's friend's house.
which is my sister's friend's house.
this jc girl here.
she's quite nice lah.
i really wish my sister was here lor.
now so boring...
and that girl
is now reading.
god...
am i really going to use the computer until...
1 am maybe.
coz the adults really love to play card games.
they can just play for the whole day without doing anything else
so bored...
only monk online....

Just came back from rv

2007-12-20T18:12:00.000-08:00

came back from rv...
went there at 8.30
so fast.
wendy and other ppl still there
coz i didn't buy uniform or text books.
my teacher is a man.
look a bit like benjamin.
lols
wnet to rv by dad's car.
listened to music the whole way.
kinda sleepy.
yesterday slept at 11.30
coz watch tv.
listening to christina Aguilera's i turn to you.
gen just smsed me.
she ask me my class got anybody i noe.
oh yea.
ellizabelle's there(correct sp?)
then bryan tan is there(according to her)
anyways, who is he r?
abt 6 years ago, we also went to a strange and new place called phpps
now i came to this strange place called rv
but now i so scared.
last tim i not scared at all.
dunno y
maybe coz scared cannpt make friends.
and othere ppl all look so wierd.
not much is familiar.
a lot of [ppl who went rv are in different class.
i am in 1c
anyways, luckily teacher not mr. tan
okays.
gtg and study le.
sobs...
bye

May be the last time u see this blog.

2007-12-20T05:49:00.000-08:00

hey ppl.
this may be the last time you see this blog.
i decided to change the blog url
so only ppl who noe the url can go see.
but maybe i'll stop blogging and delete the blog.
lols
ok.
nvm.
recetly lost my hp as u noe
z106i
yesterday got a new one
sonyericsson
w910i
quite nice.
kinda feeling down...
got posted to rv
wanted to go ny
just by one mark...
but a lot of ppl going there
but then still down...
coz dad says...
if i dun go ny
at 2009.
go china with him
and study at the international school there..
well.
not bad idea
dunno how to say.
listening to big girls dun cry.
and playing online uno with ellen.
tomolo have to go rv....
have to go tll also...
dun feel like going...
but sick of being at home
sighs...
gtg
bye

Candy Man

2007-12-15T18:59:00.000-08:00

just changed the iwebmusic song.
i thought tt the candy man was quite cute.
i haven't been blogging for a long time.
mainly coz i got nothing to blog abt and i don't really feel like blogging now.
bad news now...
i lost my handphone on friday.
when i was goingto ellen's house.
i found out only after i reached tll.
then i really broke out in cold sweat.
the room was supposed to be cold.
i it's so warm to me.
then i called my mum and told her to cut off the phone line becoz i ;lost my phone.
then she screammed in to my ear lor...
why is my mum always like that?
if next time i become a parent i will difinitely not be like dat lor....
ok.
so dun call or msg me.
coz's it's not going to work...
i miss my phone....
sobs.
lols
ok
bye:)

went to popular

2007-12-12T19:09:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i went to popular to buy secondary 1 books.(sobs...)
then met a friend from Springdale.(the previoues condominium in lived in)
i dun wat's his name lah.
anyways, his mum waved to me i was like, r u waving to me,
then i looked behind.
nobody was there.
then the malay woman toked to my mum, then they started chating.
she was like
"she was so short, then now so tall!"
and blahblahblah
then her son came.
kinda shorter then me. also p6 this year.
then she asked how much i got for psle
then i said 262.
then she was like
"goodgoodgood!my son only got 250!"
i couldn't remeber that boy at all.
all i could remember was xue er, jolin, natalie, ren hao, kevin, liting, and wei ran(from phpps)
then the others which are not from phpps are victoria, vanessa, and this ang mo girl, 4got her name.
so, my previous "neighbour" exchanged hone numbers with my mum.
then we toktoktok, then i left.
that boy was from ACS, then he going to ACS independent next year.
he has a brother, p1 next year, so cute! LOLS.
sobs.... now have to do loads of homework....
bleah.
my "christmas preseny" worths $93.85, yet i am not glad at all.
and anyways, gtg now
bye!:)

Came back from belinda's hse

2007-12-11T04:58:00.000-08:00

it's 9 pm now.
i've nothing to do.
i do not have that zest for studying anymore.
everytime i sit down by the study table,
i will always feell like going out.
the hse is like a birdcage...
i really need to go out and do homework.
my mum doesn't understand me...
i hate this home...
i want to go out...
i'm afraid that next tim i will be like my sister,
everyday play computer,
which is what i am doing now.
it seems to be the only source to stay "alive"
other times i'm just like a walking dead person,
no passion...
anymore...
ok
it's 9pm pn the dot.
i better go look for my passion.
lols
ok gtg
bye!

Suddenly felt so sad

2007-12-10T06:30:00.000-08:00

i suddenly felt so sad.
i suddenly miss my rabbit
i suddenly miss my mum
i felt like verybody is dying.
dunno why.
i suddenly felt like crying.
like the family is falling apart.
i kinda felt uncomfortable.
coz i spend too much time with bunny
it thinks tt i am a rabbit also.
so it treats me as its mate.
well this type of thngs happen often
so today i found him a bit wierd.
kept scratiching at the door, wanting to some in.
and kept circling my feet.
dia0
but i think it misses me too.
next time i am definitly not having a pet.
i will miss it s much if it dies.
i think i might want to give bunny away
becoz everybody dun nreally play with buuny.
so i had to spent time with it.
go give it to somebody with female rabbits lor.
lols.
anyways, i really hope somebody could like listen to my woes.
it's like everything is going against me.
i feel tt dying might be a better choice.
well.
i am not going to like do anything to kill myself lah
its so hard without friends now.
life is really so hard...
gtg anyways.
really
so bye!
i'm home sick...

in her hse

2007-12-10T06:13:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i got scolded by my mum.
she got really angry. i think she was already in a bad mood.
she slapped me and i shouted at her.
i cried a lot and i stormed away.
then she followed and slapped me again.
well kinda used to tt already,
i had no idea why she got so angry and i kinda, duunno how to say lah.
i felt blood rushing straight to my brain, and my feet felt really numb, so sat on the bed and glared at her.
then i got tired of it and ran back to my room and slammed the door.
she ask me to get out in chinese.
i said dream on and put all sort of obstacles in my room.
i hardly quarrel so much with her.
it wasn't my fault at all.
she started it 1st.
anyways, i dun really care anymore.
i really felt tt i might just jump down from the window, but obviouslyi didn't.
i wanted to make her regret scolding me.
wad did she treat me as?
a toy which she could torture?
i cried the whole night,
the next morning which is this morning, my eyes were so swollen.
now is better.
my mom said tt she would be out.
i didn't say anything.
and she left.
then belinda called and ask if i wannted to go her hse.
then she said tt her mom and my mom were at the hairsaloon.
i said i dun give a damn abt it.
then mom called.
i picked it up hesitantly.
she asked me if i wanted to go.
i said anything,
coz i dun feel like toking to any1
but then i still went.
and i am at her hse now.
having a sleep over.
wendy's here to.
i was kinda angry with them becoz they kept toking and neglecting me.
well who cares anyways.
i guess i was just in bad mood.
i wanna go home
but mom's home.
i wanna go somewhere.
dunno where lah
place full of love, friendship, and peace.
i hope can just go into the story of princess anastacia.
wadever.

ok
gtg do homework le.
anyways, sick of blogging le.
i swear, the 1st thing i will do tomolo, is go home.
dun want to stay here with wendy nd belinda who treat me as if i am invisibe.
hmph....

Bored

2007-12-09T04:24:00.000-08:00

Today, after Guitar class,
ellen came to my hse and played.
we didn't really play.
becoz right now, there is nothing much to do these days.
we got tired of the computer
so i brought bun bun back to my room and played with him.
bun bun kept licking ellen and she got kinda scared everytime he goes to her.
so i brought him out and we both played com again...
so sian.
then at 3.26pm,
ellen's mum called and ask her to go down and wait for her parents becoz they ar going out.
i have no idea where.
then i off the com lor.
wat's there to do anyways
then i went to make bananacake with my mum.
i tasted it laer.
tastes really nice.
but i prefer the apple cake we baked earlier.
coz i like apples more
then after tt i went to read newspapers in my room.
i opened the windows so aire could come in.
mum said i cannot always use air conditioner.
no idea why.
didn't bother to ask.
then i secretly brought cunny to my room.
and played guitar for him.
he sat layed there and listen.
today he seems quite calm.
i guess he finally got used to my room.
then mum came in and asked me to get bunny out.
at 1st i refused.
then after a while i brougt him out.
i was kinda wuite rebellious.
always go against what my parents ordered.
i always like to be independent. i thought it was good too.
but my mum didn't think so.
she always wants to come in to my room when i study.
so i find it kinda irritating.

Recently, my mum said tt the newspaper says tt the world's food can only last abt 57 days.
now it should be lesser becoz it was days ago.
Maybe this is the time when god comes down again?
hmmm.
maybe some of us will die.
and the others live.
who knows.
i'll go change my blogskins now
bye!

Went to I K E A. blablahblah...

2007-12-08T03:18:00.000-08:00

Today i was supposed to go and have fun with wendy at orchard road.
But i had to go to IKEA to buy something for my room.
Then i decided tt wendy could go wif me, then after tt we go to ochard road.
ttt was when her mom knew and wanted to tag along.
as she had to bey sth from IKEA too.
(seriously, i shldn't even have decided to go out.)
my mum and i went 1st becoz wendy was still eating.
blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah
then wendy came and we went to a pet shop nearby,
coz it was an extremely boring thing to spend time in IKEA with nothing else to do...
the pet shop was so big.
i actually spent a lot of money buying stuff forbun bun.
hees.
$33.65
and i spent it only on.
1..2...3...4...5 things
anyways, my mum got a heart attack.
she really isn't into animals.
especially rabbits.
anyways, she kept scolding me.
even on the bus!
wendy was there wif me.
and later we went home to show bun bun the stuff.
then my sister came and she also started saying mean stuff.....
then i got mad and shouted at her before bolting to the room.
you know although she is an adult already,
she really doesn't act like one.
she only scolds ppl.
like me.
when i do something wrong.
*scoff*
wat abt her?
she also do a lot of stupid stuff.
and when mum scolds, she retaliate.
yea, i do agree sometimes i am really on her nerves.
who cares. she is an impatioent person.
so now i am home.
and i gtg. becoz it's 7.30pm and i got to catch a show.
bye!:)

video

2007-12-06T04:46:00.000-08:00

Just went to ice angel's blog
:http://www.the-miracle-season.blogspot.com/
:
it's quite nice

bye

2007-12-05T05:31:00.000-08:00

Just added a new song into imeem.
it's i turn to you by Christina Aguilera
i hope you like the song.
i was aso very nice.
nicer than bad day.
i think i couldn't finish all the lyrics by tomoilo.
coz my mum is like making me study everyday.
didn't have much time to go use the computer.
ok.
gtg
sorry, the post so extremly short.
gotta finish finding blogskin b4 i go watch tv at 10pm
bye!:)

time to change blog skin again

2007-12-04T19:42:00.000-08:00

Heys you know what?
i decided that it is time to change my blog skin le...
a bit too dull
just finished spring cleaning my room.
erm... not really.
i just cleaned the window panes
(phew.didn't drop outta there. live at the 15th storey. will land in the carpark if i dropped. )
Singing bad day by daniel powter.
i love the s0ng a lot. s
said that for the second time
ok singing kiss the girl now.
bad day has just ended.
ipromise i'll write the lyrics by tomolo.
christmas is like so near...
i hope i could go back to china.
there got a lot of stuff to buy.
and i like the environment at my house in china....
not exactly my hse lah.
my mum's place.
my dad's place also at the same "town"
btu i like my mum's place better.
ok. i'll post later.
bye!
:)

Sick....

2007-12-03T00:56:00.000-08:00

Today woke up real late.
Coz yesterday came back home very late. at abt 10pm.
and still have to do homework
so slept at 1 am.
And at 3.o6am( i saw the time on my phone)
i woke up becoz i had a very badstomache ach.
i figured tt it's something i ate at genevieve's house.
but every body ate the same thing?!
may be i'm just unlucky
To Genevieve(if she sees this)
it's not your fault!

and tt day i wore a t- shirt tt i never wore b4.

and i had allergies.

i didn't know tt i was allergy to this shirt.

cuase when i wenrt to guitar class tt afternoo, i didn't have allergies.

Then we went to play badminton.
btw, shuin kang and shuin jian were also there.
lols
the 3 brothers, forever toking non-st0p.
especially shuin kang... lols

ok so i had really bad allergies and my whole back was red.
i saw it when i was bathing at gen's hse.
i was like...
omg.
but yeah, not it's ok already.
just came back from swimming.
(i saved this post and continued writing again)
i went with Wendy
i didn't want to go to the lap pool cuase it was quite cold and the wind was really strong
( i couldn't be bothered, just wanna go into the jacuzzi*correct spelling?*)
guess what i am doing now?
of course...
again looking for blog skins...
i am forever looking for blog skins..
like almost every week change once.
just went to jia qi's blog .
and whoever called Ivan was like saying stupid stuff.
i'm not going to say it here
but if u are curious you can go help me scold tt Ivan lah
Spaming her blog.
he kept saying ppl pr things that realates to jia qi are stupid.
Seriously, if Ivan(let's called him the bastard)
ok if tt bastard has a blog, i'm going to spam it real hard.
not typical me huh?
yea i know...
you must be surprised readding tt right?
it's no your eyesight problem.
tt's just me
ok wadever.

Wendy and i swam from abt 5 .3opm to 6.30pm.
and we kinda sunbathed a while....
just lay on one of those seats. and...i almost fell asleep.
kinda tired now from the sleep.
and one more thing.
i just found out that...
I AM GOING ON HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAYSn!!:) for a week only...(sad)
you kow why a week?
cause i think we are going to an island(not remote one)
and it's like we are just going to spent time there like beside the beach
(gee i love the sound of that)
yays! can't wait fot that!
but the mosti love is to seat on eh plane...
that is what i enjoy most abt going overseas...
okays
gtg now.
have to do homework.
so bye!
:)

Back Again

2007-11-30T19:04:00.001-08:00

After 1 night's sleep, fel better already.
guess i was just in a mood swing yesterady.
so wierd lols
today i was supposed to go to the Jurong Entertainment Centre. but i didn't feel like it
and plus i woke up late coz i slept late last night.
like 1 am.
the latest i ever slept was 3am.
doing the freerice thing again.
i a bit wu liao right?
nothing to do mah.
Wendy is out.(she lives very very near me)
Ellen and few others are at jec
so boring at home lor.
went to play with bunny just now.
you know, i alwasy thought tt animals area very pitiful.
becoz they cannot tok.
watever they wabt they cannot get.
whereas human force them to do stuff.
like stay at the back yard.
i didn't force my bunny lah
mummy did.
sobs...
poor bunny.
and nocturnal animasl are also so pitiful.
in the day when they are resting, the sun is always out shinkning as brighly as ever.
and in the night when they are active, it's ll dark around.
Very long time never go ppl's blog already.
and i hate this spects...
how did i ever get myself into this mess?!
anyways, listening to runaway by Avril Lavigne .
and also btw, today i went to http://www.truefriends.com/
the internet explorer couldn't find that page and i went to jojo's blog and it also coudn't be seen. just a blank spot with an red "X" on the left hand side.
ok. i promise i'll post later. and btw, do u like the song
Bad Day by Daniel powter.
i ove it a lot.
i like the song lyrics,
the melody.
it's so nice
hahax.

i really miss Charity 6...
i miss mrs lee.
yesterday, i dreamed tt i was back in charity 6 vlassroom again, listening to mrs lee teaching the class.
i wish i will never wake up from tt dream lor.
live in Charity 6 forever!
which is impossible.
ok bye...

Heys

2007-11-30T07:23:00.000-08:00

Hey u guys....
here sitting in front of the computer, i am so dam bored...
i'm at www.freerice.com
i recommend it to u guys.
heps build vocabulary and give many unfortuante ppl a chance to eat.
instead of starve to death.
u must be thinking how right?
well i am so not telling u
:)
u just have to find it out yourself then!ok
gtg sleep now...
*shudders*
i hate the dark...
it's like the 2nd week i am sleeping totally alone...
used to sleeping with mommy.
wierd right?
oh btw i am supposed to go sleep.
so byes!
:)

oh and i forgot to say,i donated 2200grains of rice!
but i didn't spend a oeeny!
go check it ou!
bye:)

Feeling down

2007-11-30T05:02:00.000-08:00

Today went to TLL with Ellen.
we were in different class.
dunno y
today both of us little super unhyper...
At first ...
b4 class...

After class...

In the car...

Now...

What is Happening?!
i kinda didn't eat any sad pills!?
wierd colour huh....
Anyways, dun really feel like posting.
i'm sorry
bye...

Merry Christmas Everybody!

2007-11-29T04:09:00.000-08:00

Heys everyone! just changed blog skin-
Mary had a little lamb
it means that the lamb is deadO_O
so sad. actually, i thought i would be more apropiate tt
Mary has a bunbun!
lols
funny?
not funny..?
amd i too hyper today?
amd i takling too fast?
>.<.
i think i a bit kinda too hyper today. gotta chill!
hey tt face has a mole
(>.<)
tt's better
:D
An i hope u like the song
Kiss the girl by Ashely tistale.
This is the only song i like tt is sang by her.
i don't really like other songs....
yuk, ugly colour.
let's change.
this is....not it's not much better
This... nah
yays. this is much better.

Anyways, (This picture is really inappropriate huh?) wadever,
so i went with Wendy just now, and i fell on my butt.(we;ll wat else? leg?)
it was so pain. At first i couldn't stand up. My back felt a bit numb. I thought i had damaged the spinal cord. But,yaeah then i didn't . Of coz.
an after we bathed in the showeroom provided, we went up to the 15th storey, and snuggled in the bed and read archie Comics!
(i bought them in the book store in kk went i went this morning ot do the last 2nd check up for my arm)
well only i was reading. She was busy sending msgs. beside us is a big bowl, we were eating kokocrunch. and while i was reading i just kept eating and eating and eating. i didn't even know tt was eating!
then after abt 5 to 7 min, i reached into the bowl and found nothing. coz we ate finish. OMG!

She had to go home, so soon it was 7.30pm, she went home. then i went to the livign room to eat

and watch tv with my mom.

then watch until half waym i suddenly said that i wanted to use com so i go use lor.

then now blogging lor. it's abt 21.22

i started using a tabt 8 pm.

i spent so much time blogging. i got kinda headache now.

i heard the kiss the gurl so many times tt i feel like puking le.

so anyways, wan to go read archie comic and i had to do finish tomolo's tuition work s i have to go now! byes!

Christmas eve. fun! yea rite...

2007-11-28T01:04:00.000-08:00

haiz... so sian....been sending ppl e-cards
that's right, e-cards

Christmas...is supposed to be full of life..

why am i feeling so glum then?haiz...

anyways, something wierd happened just now.

was shopping with my mom at West mall just now>>>

we happened just to pass by so we decied to go in. Anyways it's raining heavily.

i was toking to my mom, then i suddenly had this wierd feeling...

i suddenly felt very angry and something like that.

it's like if someody's rude to you, u may just bite his head off...

or...>.

just kidding lah. i not so bad one.

anyways, it's just liek satan's within me*correct spelling*

oh and i did something stupid.

go to grade 2 of guitar by next year febuary(possible?)
be MORE cheerful.
be able to read finish a book in german which is mend for babies.
Play the stupid piano everyday.*oh and of coz guitar too*
go play wit bunny everyday.*btw that reminds me. gtg now! Have to play with him!^^
finish left p6 assesments
go swim everyday
And Have fun!!!!!!!

pls take care of me

2007-11-22T02:52:00.001-08:00

hey guys can i ask you a favour?
becoz i am going overseas, i cannot leave my bunny at home.
so if anyone is willing, can you taking care of my bunbun?
preferably ppl with big houses a garden.not really a garden lah, but an enclosed area with grass. becoz although it is litter trained, i'm afraid that it would coz trouble to you ppl
thanx a lot in advance.
!

Hello! I am Bun Bun

please take care of me!

felt so bad

2007-11-19T20:08:00.000-08:00

just posted finish

i felt so bad....

coz i did something wrong...

shouldn't have told....

izit too late to stop?

i hope that person doesn't tell....

or there will be an misunderstanding....

and it would be my fault...

i'm so sorry to who i may concern....

pls dun be angry....

nobody's there

2007-11-19T19:32:00.000-08:00

online now....
have been online since10am
now is 11.32am...
so lonely....
just changed blogskin....
nobody to tok to now....
reading ppl's blog....
feeling so lonley....
coz everybpdy seem to be having fun....
i'm starting to be sad coz school's over....
the dayas in school...
was so memorable....
couldn't 4get them....
it's like yeasteraday was p1 regisatration....
today is p6 graduation....

my heart is kinda shattered...

it's so low now....
everything seems so low....
scared everyday....
how is secondary life going to be the same?
more work....
fiercer teachers....
everything will be different....
just hope to talk to someone now....
so bored and forlorn....
i hope there's still school....
for everything sundays,
i always longed for the next day....
monday
coz school starts at that day....
missin all my friends...
feel like i could die....

i'm really sick of that feeling....
it's almost physical...
now i only wish that anybody can host anypaty for charity 6....

okay....
gotta go change the blog skin le.
hope you like it
:)
bye!

ballet again

2007-11-17T02:47:00.000-08:00

today was the last day of ballet grade 6

it was an open class.

many parents came into the classroom.

i was kinda scared.

but who kaes.

i'm going skatin l8ter

with ellen and yi ern

but we still had lots of fun

sadly, other ppl couldn't go.

but anyways, on next thurday, which is results day, i could go play basketball form 5 to 7 pm

pikah going with me

according to genevieve, it's held at bukit timah cc

the one near our school

i dunno whether can go or not.

mybe if my result are damm lousy, cannot go.

pls....

i hpoe my results are ok.

i really dunno which school to go.

i'll probably go the 1 which i can jst make it into.

but wad if i get sth like 233?

can't imagine anything!

i cna't imagine i'm leaving charity 6?

sometimes i'm quite sad.

but sometimes i'm not

life has to go on.

dun remember the past, and dun even think abt the past#

that''s y i'm not sad.

coz i dun think of it.

or maybe, i sad finish le

lols

i think someppl will knoew wad it means.

anyways, ellen does.

so you can ask her

kks

got to go, i wish i could post more, but i have to go.

so....
bye!

oh and btw

today, i finally got my own room.

yays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today

2007-11-15T05:49:00.000-08:00

today last day of school

so weird

i'm not sad at all....

wad's wrong with me....

i lost my heart or sth?

i totally dun feel anything...

omg...

so heartles...

so....er....

today is the last day of school

and we had a prefects party which i dun think a lot ppl wanted to attend.

they all wanted to be with thier classmates including me....

but we still were forced to stay in the canteen and wait for the bloody pizza

then clement and shawn came into the canteen

it's obvious that they wanted to play basketball.

so genevieve who is sitting beside me ask if i wanted t play basketball and i agreed.

i also dragged valerie and pika along.

so played

i am the defender

a while later xavier joined in.

he's p5 from chrarity, a prefect(to ppl not from charity:i know you must be groaning coz u ppl hate charity6!!!!!!!!!)

xavier and i are not in the same team

so i was tackling him

then i got the ball and anyhow throw coz if i hold too long xavier will snatch the ball

and i dun really like drbbling the ball

i'm not really the one who always throw into the net.

coz me aiming sux when i am ruuning

so i always throw to clemnt or shawn.

coz usually they are the ones near the net

otherwise i throw to genevieve

prisca , same as me is the defender.

coz our aiming sux

and after that, according to prisca,

wy was not happy for dunno wad reason, soi shawn went to the other team.

so things are kinda difficult

coz i got confused when shawn threw the ball into OUR net.

anyways, had bnn a great defender

when i finished, my face was so red.

coz my blood circulation ain't that good.

look like tomato.

and was sweating all over.

anyways, so that was how it was to be in a competition.

it was a realy fun sport

it was my 1st basketl game, sadly it's also the last.

sobs

listeing to "things i'll never say"by Avril LAvigne

it's also a nice song
i think i'll never get tired of it like i did with sker boi.

ok. bye everyone from charity6... will miss ya all a lot

sobs

bye!:)

2007-11-14T05:04:00.000-08:00

there 's a class party today....

everybody shld know rite?

and there's also the basketball tournament...

and then there's a swensens treat from keisha.

and then there's a movie, the game plan.

whoa.....

ok let's just sart from the very beginning of the day....

in the mornin, it's just a lot of playing and writing of autographs....

then keish and i played speed then snap.

and then, the bpoys were playing truth and dare AGAIN....

i hate truth and dare....

the truth is always ask ppl who they like and the dare is always tell a girl or boy that you love he or she....

kinda lame....

then the class party was like a little food and s many tibits....

i was like so full, coz teacher force us to eat.

and byt ehn i found that my camera had ran out of battery.

so i promised tat today must charge fully b4 bringng it to school

then after dat, keish, belle, pris, min yi and i went to swensens. and we had icecream for lunch....
pathetic...

THe worst damn thing

2007-11-13T05:10:00.000-08:00

While i was playing yahoo games, i suddenly remembered that i had to bring drinks tomolo....
then i asked my mum if she can go to the NTUC near our house.
My sis is watching tv in the living room
my mum was like groaning, she was not willing to go..
then i was like pleading her
then my sister who is 19 this year was like

"你自己去啦" mind you, wespeak chinese at home

i was like like

"shuddupt la, you onli want ot use the com "

i said that in english, then she went quiet.

i wun be this bad to her if she hadn't been this bad to me....

i'm just like a rabbit,O_Olll

rabbits rmb it wen you treat them cruely,

that is wad my rabbit is like

but if you pat it, or give it a treat, like a carrot(or even chocolate)

it would forget abt it.

anyways, i was kinda felt very bad, kinda blaming my family members(except for my dad, he's in china)

then i went in to my mom's room, took the 5o dollars on the bed and went off

or was it a 5 dollar not, coz i didin't see properaly, i just gave it a quick glance and stuff it in my pocket without even knowing!

i'm supposedto just buy 6 packets of drinks, theni thought i would be nice to buy ectra incase

some ppl drink more, so i spend the next 15 min or so browsing at the different varities of

drinks on the shelf, then i finally bought 2 packets of drinks, i when to the cashier and whipped

out that miserable 5 dollars.

i was like wat?!

the cashier was of coz:"sorry miss, not enough"

i told her to wait becoz i going home t take more money....

so i went home lah...

then came back again, by then i was like so drenched....

i need to post another time le
bye ppl!

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL

2007-11-10T20:09:00.000-08:00

YOU GOTTA SEE THIS 2 VIDEO CLIPS.....

Part 2

2007-11-10T01:08:00.001-08:00

then after that they cover me eith blanket cos they say i might be cold..
well yea..
itis kind cold
just like a fridge
then there are like so many doc
got 3 from china
i thin are trainees
the 2 who are like ppl whotok to me
1 is doing the op.
another 1 is watcing how she do and learning
then when they inject, i cried.
seriously! it's worst than ant bite!
then after 4 times, they wiped away my tears since i couldn't twich at all!
ok, now i adding the pictures...
w8t

(waiting for the operation, got tired of my mum taking pictrures so i look so glum...reading harvey angell)

(mum says the background so nice, wanna take picture...
dia0. this is the pathetic suite...)

(there are so many of these big bean baged on the floor....hmmm... squishy! see that red band on my wrist?the nurse put that oon my hand. dunno if for all the day surgery they do that.then the white colour thing on my hand is a type of cream which numbs the skin, so that injections wun be pain.... but it's still painful... wah....)

( Another type of bean bag....looks like the one in computer lab huh?but just it's red and black and a lot bigger....)

mum taking pictures from across the room... i forced a smile... wasn't in the mood...)

(i looks so sacarstic... coz implaying baby toys!!!!!!!!!!it's fun though....i like to watch the beads...hahahahaha)

( a doctor came and let me wear this pathetic....sighs....but i'm still smiling hahaha:)

then i was sent into the operation room, can't take pivtures ther....
so.... i jumped to after the operation...

(look at that arm.... the tumour is gone! but it hurts... the doc put a bandage around it so it could prevent the wound from bleeding. finally, after let's see....from 12am to 11.38am....11 hours 38 min, i finally could eat! yay!boy, i was so hungry....still wearing the pathetic suite....)

yay, waiting for daddy at the 1st level, waiting to go out again! so happy!and as you can see i finally took out the red thigy, it was so tight!

b4 we go, mum took another picture of me, the background is the garden in kk hospital

then i'm free! yay!!!!!!!!!!!

the picture, of the next day, i couldn't really dance, cos my arm hurts a lot when i move it

yays! bye everybody! if you are having operation next time, be brave!bye:)

Part 1:operation

2007-11-09T00:13:00.000-08:00

hi guys....

i just finished eating mc donalds and using the computer now...

i just had my operation....

i just went to school and came back.....

i just did so many things....

the most memorable thing is that i had my operation

ok.... ellen's at my hse now coz we are going to tll this is the 2nd time in 2 months

i did becoz she was so angry that i didn't come....
so i thought i would just do sth nice for her.....
ok maybe she's not that angyr...
just upset...

haha(not funny)
online blog indeed is so widely read by others...
the day after i posted that i am going to have an operation....

so mny tagged at mi blog and said gd luck....

unfortunately....

(embarrassed to say)

i was stuffing myself with food.

although i'm so bloated that i thought i might burst,

i was FORCED eat.....

becoz after 12am, i can onli drink milo

and after 4.3oam i can onli drink water

and after 7.15am, sad....

i cannot do anything....

i didn't eat anything until exactly 11.38

(becoz i was conscious of the time)

anyways....
read done to see the procedure of the operation...
you know what i hate most rite?
taking injections....
before i took the injections, the doctor put someti=hing on my skin so that when i take injection, it wun be painful
but unfortuantely, for my skin it stil was painful ...
it depends you know.
for some ppl , taking injections is not a big deal...
but for me it is extra painful...
last time when i was a toddler, i ha to take injections everyday cos i got allergy.
it wasn't painful at all last time whn i took all those injections...
sad

before my operation, a nurse came to me and gave me a set of clothes.
the 1 st "gown" must wear from in front
and the 2nd must wear from the back.
then when i went out of the changing, room, the nurse said i wore wrongly
the 1st one i wore from the back and the 2nd one i wore from the front
hahax
then i ha to change again, which took another 1o min,
which is one of the reasons why i didn't make it to school,
after i changed, iv walked in to the preparation room,
the room that children are supposed to go b4 they take their surgery
theni w8ted for abt 30 min....
i wasn't scared that time...
all i was thinking was to go to school....i actually didn't want to miss the ipp...
i thought it might be fun....
i know i'm wierd....
so wad?
anyway, on the way to kk hospital, preacher willy msged me and blessed me also.
i asked how was the ipp going?
then he said he was with ch6
so i called and told him to say hello for me to you guys...
then he said hello rite?
then you guys ask yy i not here.
then some of the ppl say i got operation.
they ask me y
then i told preach willy that i will tell you guys when igo school....
i'm so sorry...
so sorry that i didn't go school
pls forgive me...
anyways, then you guys went to the hall...
so sad...
i miss you guys....
1 week le...
back to the operation ...
yes i was still waiting. then i got so tired that i stared playing the toys that were actually meant for babies....
lame rite?

ok then after all the photo taking, the playing, i just sat on the sofa and tried to sleep

coz i slept at 12.3o pm the day b4 just to eat

so i wun be hungry...

indeed i wasn't hungry

so finally, a lady wearing the same pathetic suit gave me another same pathetic

"showering cap"

then i went in.

i was like bye bye mummy

all with the smiles

when i went through the door i was like oh god...

then i went into the operation room

oh man it was is BIG!

and so many weapons.....

bbbr.....

ok anyways, they covered me with a paper sheet
coz they say cotton wool might catch fire if they is any...
theni was like fire? omg! i wanna go out!
then they put iodine on my right hand, they theywipe it off.
i read in a book that before operation, they must put on iodine to kill the bacteria

last post b4 i go offline

2007-11-08T00:12:00.000-08:00

last post before i sign off
today...
i'm not as sad as yeasterday.....
tommorow is the big day....
can't eat after 12am....
i'm so scared....
ppl....
ppray for me pls.....
you know the doctor says if sth goes wrong my life would be at risk....
well...
i hope that every thing goes well...
i dun wanna die ....
for a million reasons....
ok everybody....
hope you like mi blog....
i just spend 2 hours enhancing it....
i hope you really do appreciate it....
thanx:)

2007-11-07T17:20:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to kinokuniya with belinda....
i went to her hse in the morning 1st coz my mum and her mum going out and "play"
so i had to go toher hse....
or rather i want to go her hse...
hehe
i finally mustered my courage to touch her baby german sheperd -lucky
it's damn big....
but it's afraid of hoola hoops....
hahax
and itlikes me coz it obeys my rules....
not belinda's
until i splased water on it....
he hates water....
haha
sorry lucky!

anyways.... we went to kinokuniya in takashimaya...
while our mums went window shopping...
we stayed there from zbt 1.30pm to 4.30pm
and i spent $49.81
on for books....
namely princess diaries books 6 and 7 , kira- kira, and havey angell-watt is he?
so ex rite?
i not that rich la....
family kinda got financial problems rite now...
but dun worry....
i wun die of hunger...
i can save money anyways....
dun pity me(if you are)
i dun like ppl who sympathise for me...
it makes me feel that i can't be independent

last time i was a student of media corp....
but i quit....
and gave up the chance of being an actress....
which i want to be...
it's really fun there....
but the fees are so ex...
wad do you expect anyways....

anyways.....
it's early in the morning now...(wheni typed this msg)
nobody is onilne.....
so sads....
feel lonely again
sighs...
have to go le...

2007-11-06T19:09:00.000-08:00

i dunno why....
that feeling of lone just sticks to me like glue

i know wadeva i write here ppl will read....
and if i write too detailed....
ppl will laugh and tease....
a blog is a place where most ppl tend to shoot themselves in the feet
and becoz of that....
i am not going to write all detailed.....
sighs....
operation on friday....
sighs...

i'm so scared....
so alone...
i feel like nobody cares abt me....
nobody knows that i even exist

crying a lone in a corner....
wepting to nobody....
feeling the cold knife stab in my heart again and again....
torn between terror and forlorn

i want to tell you that i miss you so much....

but you dun seem to matter...

so i'll just be stong....

and stand this storm by myself...

until the sea calms down...

those painful memories will be washed away....

but sometimes they just etched onto my heart.....

somebody....pls come and help me.... help me to steal my heart away....

(just kidding)

you dun evern care that i am going to have an operation....

while i struggle....

you enjoy your time with your friends....

sighs....

operation is in the morning

so i cannot go for ipp....

i wanna go....

dun wanna miss anything fun with charity 6....

i am really going to miss school....

miss everybody....

i feel so un significant.....

so small......

so scared.....

preparing for the big day......

bored

2007-11-03T04:40:00.001-07:00

hi

i'm online again...

i dunno what to say....

welll....let's just begin with this

everybody wants to be a somebody....

everyone wants to be unique....

but sadly not all could be a somebody...

i want to be a somebody too....
somebody that everyone wants to be with....
in other words to be cool

whatever i do....
people will follow...
outgoing gurl....
and always welcomed....
not recognised as a annoying.....
wired.....,
"luna lovegood"

ok....
i know i'm going a bit too far....
let's sop digressing and
GET TO THE POINT!
(what's the point btw?)
anyway(er...)

today after going to ballet lesson.
i went to tll.....
damm ....
it's the 4th replacement in a row and i'm sick of it....
after ballet, i'm always all worn out and sweaty
ballet ends at 12.45 and i there is tuition at 2pm....
i hardly got time to eat...
the nxt minute b4 i knew....
tll lesson started already....
then we did this extra long argumentive essay....
sounds strange huh?
coz it's secondary 1 work....
my english is so dam bad lorxxx
i wished i was in america all the time...
dun have to worry bt english and chinese is so easy to learn...
(duh...i'm from china my chinese is SUPPOSED to be very good.....)

so after that i went home with my friend coz her dad can fetch me and mi mum back
seriously....
if we had a car ....
we would have gone home ourselves
i'm not saying we can't own a car
but my dad's in china....
mum has a phobia of driving the car as she had met with an accident when i wasn'teven born
so i had to go EVERYWHERE in bus or mrt....
poor me,...
fortunately some of the days dad comes home and we alays go out and ea....
like west coast park....
so i get to eat the chilli crab...
it's one of my favourite
i have a small appetite realli....
but it realli does cost must just to feed that bloody mouth of mine...
not cursing myself...
ok... anyways...
after that i went home lorxxx
than played with my bunbun so now i using com....
k mum REALLY angry
see you guys....
will miss ya for one nite
=.=
bye!

I KNOW SOME PPL DUN LIKE ME...

2007-11-03T03:20:00.000-07:00

i know some ppl dun like me....
if you dun like me just get over with it! you dun have to give a dame shit abt it...
sry for being vulgar....
which i think you guys un like....
i just like being myself....
maybe it's not myself this way....
but i dun like to be too polite...
freaks me out...
it's like in nmost ppl's eys you are perfect...
idun like it...
i'm so wierd rite?
so sian...
you know i doing now?
very pathetic...
i singing sk8er boi, by avril lavigne now

the lyrics....
very meaningful to me......
like descrbing me....

he was a boy, she was a girl
cannotmake it any obvious
he was a punk, she did ballet
what more can i say?
he wanted her
she never tell
secretly she wanted him as well
an all of their friends
they stuck up their nose
and they had a problem with his baggy clothes
he was a sk8er boi
she***********(i dunno)
he wasn't good enough for her
she had a pretty face but her hair was off it's place
she needed to come back down to earth

5 years from now
she sits at home
feeding the baby she's all alone
she turns on tv
guess what she sees?
sk8er boi rocking on mtv
she calls up her frends
they already know
and they've all got tickets to see his show
she tags along
and stands in the crowd
looks up to the man that she turned down
he was a sk8er boi
she ***********************
he wsan't good enough for her
now he's a supper star ****** on his guitar
*********************
he was a sk8er boi
she************
he wasn't good enough for her

AND SO ON....
i just dun feel like typing anymore....

i'm so dissappointed in jieying

over sth she told ppl that i said which i really didn't say
and i am so angry too
coz it's really so offensive....

but dun be mistaken....
i still love her as a friend

actually.....
i do like sb
but dun bother to ask
coz it might not be necessarily from this school
and i will never tell
hahaha.....
kkk
bye for today!
i love you all!

Hellen The fox

2007-11-02T03:53:00.000-07:00

Hellen The fox is really touching.
you know wat?
i'm never going to watch those touching movies again
you know why?
it makes feel so uncounfortable crying during the movie
and u know i very emo 1 lah....
heehee.....
ok that wasn't funny at all actualy.....
anyways,after watching the movie,
i promised to treat my bunny better
play with him everyday

until now, i feel so uncomfortable remembering that movie....
so bad.
poor hellen...

bye!
(for now coz i'm going t post l8ter again)

Sian....>.< [27.10.07]

2007-10-27T19:44:00.000-07:00

Omg! i am so freaking bored....

it's 10.45am and the only person online is ellen....

i was toking to wy for onli like 1 min and he said that he gtg

and the next thing i knew,

he was offline.....

and then ellen was like:"wait...."

and i was like waiting adn waiting....

then i was like:"ellen, pls, i'm dying here..."

and she was like:"wait..,srry..."

so i am still waiting....

in the morning i went chuirch with my mum....

i wasn't wiiling to go...

but she gragged me outta bed!

i mean serious ly,

she dragged me...

outta my bed!

The misa was damn boring lorxxx
wanna die

you shld be proud to be in love

2007-10-26T05:53:00.000-07:00

Actually...
ppl all arounf us are emo....
ok not all
but they dun dare to show beacuase ppl all around ud tease each other...
ok not all ppl(no offence)
i tell you why we should be proud of love

i mean...
i didn't exactly tell you
but that's that...
anyways...
today i gave my bunbun a quick bath and it kindapoop in my bath tub...
yes...
i had to clean it up
kk
really gtg
mum is pratically killing me!

2007-10-26T05:25:00.000-07:00

today i was supposed to go to tll for english lesson, buti got math tuitio again...
and you can ask ELLEN what had happened.....
but anyways... it was so bored at maths hub
belinda seats beside me
what she doen't tok to me....
guess it was because i normally dun tok whan i am studying...
and bad news huh....
everyday from mondays to fridays i had to go maths tuition form 4 to 7.30
c0oz the lessons on saturdays are cancelled
poor me huh....
almost died of boredem and stress....
hey...
ain't i supposem to get my "everlastin" rest now?
hmph....
anyways...
today in school i bought my birthday from belinda\
which is an address book and asked everyonw to write...
well almost everyone
except for a few others which includes

ling an
shuin hern
lingyi
aloysius
keisha
jia wei
samuel
liangzhi
keifer

those highlighted ones are ones that i am going to ask again

you dun expect me to ask those not highlighted ones are you

samue's okactually
but i'm sure he wun want to write for some reason which i dun noe....

anyways...
i wanna tell ppl that i'm always there for you!!!

waiting and waiting....waiting for eternity...

2007-10-24T05:31:00.000-07:00

finally it's my turn to play the com....
i on the computer and logged on to msn messenger....
but everyone was busy....
i toked to ellen...
she didn't reply....
prisca and and rebekah are not online too.....
so i tried to open the audition file...
but as usual...
there was an error....
sighs....
so i went on to blogging....
and looked for icons in photobucket....
but the com had another coincident error....
which caused me not to be able to download the icon....
well that did clearly suggest why there are o icons in this post...

9 people are online now,20:37...
but none toked to me...
i guess they are just busy....
yes, i do like to play computer games...
but they are not alive are they?
what's the point of toking to a dead person?
it's 20:39 now....
i'm still waiting for ppl....
maybe they are just playing audition....
which is kinda popular....
nobody's there.....
i feel so lonely....

there's nothing much more plesant than being with friends....
but where are they?

it's 20:44 now....
i'm almost dying .....
of bordem....

it's 20:50...you could say i'm dead now...

still nobody came....

maybe i could bring my bun bun for a walk....

cya l8ter

it's 21:09

finally...

a kind soul....

i'm toking the benjamin now...

abt the ch 6 blog....

and i kept changing fond...

benjamin was kinda mad

kk

i'm kinda tired of blogging

so...

me and myself.....

2007-10-23T06:30:00.000-07:00

sometimes...
i agree
ppl do get emotinal....
but tht's a part of growing up isn't it?
you can't blame them...
sometimes things just don't get in our way...
and we hate it....
but as time pass,
wounds will heal
and memories will fade...

sometimes...
i feel like partying....
feel like shoutingin joy...
feel like telling the whole world my secrets...
but other times....
i feel so lonely...
so isolated...
so miserable....
so small...
and like a nobody...
but each one of us in unique in our own way...
no identical people...
wether in terms of apperarance...
or character trait...
belive yourself...
is the best thing that could happen in your life...

sometimes i feel like hugging everybody and tell them i love them all
but sometimes it's just me and myself
nobody else...

2007-10-19T03:19:00.000-07:00

I'm in a rut....
nothing thrills me anymore....
it's like life is meaningless...
you live for nothing....
i have yet found my goal of life...
i don't evern know whay do i have to go for tuition...
learn arts....
not to mention get out of the bed in the morning....
everyday is just eat, go school/ tuition or both, enrichment classes, play and sleep,
then repeat again...
someimes friends just cheer me up a little...
but they will always have to go back home...
i can't evern differentiate friends that i could rely on and vice versa...
and it seems that i'm losing my best friends....
besides study ,is more study...
i practically have to go maths hub everyday, this holiday....
really couldn't wait to be a grown up ...
and experience life a different way...

BALLET

2007-10-06T03:52:00.000-07:00

if only anyone could tell me why i so hate mysef

21st september 2007

2007-09-21T07:19:00.000-07:00

today the school celebrated the mid autum festival. Nobody in charity 6 went to the mid autum festivla. last year mid autum festival, i went with wendy l. and i performed the stupid chinese dance. luckily i had qite already. by the way, just wanna all friends to know that no matter, wad, i will always be there for you! yeah, i know this is stupid, but that's what friends are for right?hahax. and anyway, kinda bored. recently, there's been many bad news for me...sobs. financial problems, and health problems.
i'm really sorry to say that i'm very relieved to go tto sec school.sighs..dunno why actually. have to turn in for today! bye!

happines....

2007-09-01T03:50:00.000-07:00

what is happiness to you?
izit only laughing?
not feeling bored only?
staying at home watching he tv?
or izit using the computer all day long?

well i tell you all thoses above is nothing to me...
For me, real happiness is sticking with friends and family,
spending time with them...
having a good time with them...
no mental worries....
but not everyone has it...

Sometimes we may be seen laughing on the outside,
but we are actually very doleful in the inside...

if you feel sad, maybe the best thing is to tell a friend or talk to a friend...
but then again.... internal unhappiness cannot be cure...

Examinations...

2007-08-27T01:30:00.000-07:00

today ia the 27th of august...
2more months, we're going to say good bye to our fellow school mates...
i went for RGS dsa....and there was no sesults yet...
i doubt that i would go in...
cause i didn't play that impeccably...
cause i was too tensed...
sort of flunked it....
the world is just so unfair...
i also went for nanyang dsa...
i went for tha dance audition...
i think i did quite well for that XD
but they haven't call me for interview...
haiz...
dunno lah. maybe can't go in...
RV also not bad but it takes 6 years to graduate
which i dun really like...

11th August 2007(after ballet)

2007-08-11T03:03:00.000-07:00

Finally,after 2 long hours of practice,
(btw it's 12.45pm)...
i'm going off for lunch...
have to polish off the last scrap of food within 15 short miinutes...
before i start to rocket through my chinese work...
cause i'm going to have tution in 1h's time...
and a whole big stack of a w/s (s) waiting for me...
mind you..i'm not as hardworking as...
(what seems to some ppl)my facade tells you...
but i definitel DO NOT hide anyhing ...
behind the facade of my passion for piano and ballet XD...
oh btw my dad came home from china(finally)today morning at 6.30pm...
and brought back...
BARRY TROTTER...excuse me.... i mean harry potter...
yes..harry Potter and the deathly HALLOWS!
actually....that's nothing to create a din...
cause ppl everywhere reading them...(dia0...)

11th August 2007(ballet lesson)

2007-08-11T02:14:00.000-07:00

today i went to ballet lesson.....
the teacher was in 'sun kiss' mood today and kept smiling....
btw i'm currently learning ballet at nan yang acedemy of fine arts...
just in case you don't know....
and i dread every week's lesson...
you can call it "魔鬼训练班"...
but must still admist that my teacher is a genius...
and she's 60 this year...
no joke...
just 18 years older than singapore...
hahax
ok...i'll stop digressing...
today we are suppose to use a blue scarf to learn a dance...
the scarf was dam heavy...
too much material used....
and looked like we were using some kind of new fashion blue coulour litter bag,
prentending to be collecting rubbish...
being sacarstic and idiotic..
if it wasn't for the first time trying...
it would be much more graceful...
(of cause...you've heard of swan lake...not bear lake right?)
but i have to admit at least it's better than 1st time trying on pointe shoes...
we look like a group of clumsy bears...

hope you will enjoy the music:)

2007-08-09T22:46:00.000-07:00

loveholic - dedicated to love birds.....(just kidding)

dance with my daddy-hope you ppl will enjoy this cute song

maria-dedicated to everyone

beautiful-dedicated to everyone

star-dedicated to ppl who are doleful and forlorn...brighten up!

Day after national day....

2007-08-09T22:28:00.000-07:00

as usual.....wonderfully boring but sunny day...
woke up at 10.....
cause slept too late last nite...
and mom didn't bother to wake me up...
(which is a good thing....)
ate nothing for breakfast....
l8ter had to go tuition....
wif ellen....
to TLL....
at 4.30pm........
not a typical me huh?.........

2007-08-09T06:48:00.000-07:00

haiz... today is national day....
no in coming calls...
no incoming msgs...
tired of seeing in front of the tv...
can't get out of the house...
yea..
another boring day...
so boring that i could just die....